Maliciousak

4th month anniversary postponed

2007-09-09T02:13:00.000+08:00

its 4th month anniversary with baby but postponed! due to my poor sick baby who has been caught up with flu, cough and sore throat,which she says is spread by me....although i m feeling disappointed because we din meet up, but i believe baby is feeling more disappointed than me, she can't go out with me and she is down with cold. but, we spend sometime chatting on the phone at night and i was elated to talk to her since we din meet.

overnight

2007-09-07T20:36:00.000+08:00

class chalet or friend's birthday celebration? none, an overnight getaway at my house with baby? yes. played metal slug n crash with baby on ps2, drank some liqour that brandon gave, had mac as supper followed by tons of chat with baby, thats wad getaway means to me, no bike, no outing, i feel like shit without a bike, public transport does suck big time, this means i needa quickly take a car license to drive a car around...baby now u know wad i mean when u can't club? yes u can't. no club = no risk, no worries, no headaches, no quarrels for me. went to bishan today cause baby need to get her pp done. time's running out, i think i need to continue my pp soon or else i'm owned. then went to delifrance to had my dinner...losing money suck cause abirex draw with bal khalsa, i lost 100 bucks for tht..think about it, now u had 100 bucks, u can do loads of things with it right? oh gosh tonight i better win some money to recupe my losses..

i cried once again

2007-09-04T02:31:00.000+08:00

today was nice and pleasant. baby came over in the morning to buy me breakfast in the morning. hmmmm, soccer betting lose 20 bucks....not a very nice outcome. but its better than losing everything. spend the whole day with baby over at my house. then we had some controversy going on but was solved eventually. sent baby home and went home. life was different without a bike. there was no fear of accidents nor traffic police stopping me. public transport was safe but long, i havent realli get used to taking public transport as it realli takes me a long long time to get home, but was worth it. it allows me to spend more time with baby and see her.
i jus found out something, i may have a lot of friends around, but actually, i only have a small circle of close friends around me. but, baby made a difference in my life by making it more colourful, more special and more worth it. some people may say singlehood rocks, but actually it realli suck big time to me, because, in this world, without love there is no joy, nobody to care for u, nobody u can share yr life and love with, nobody to remember u. so when there is love, it makes a difference, u become known and worthed to a certain special someone u loved too.

omgomg love is in the air

2007-09-01T01:09:00.000+08:00

today i m out of stress for some reason....but! soccer betting sucks!! hopefully tonight match ac milan will win sevilla haha..today woke up early in the morning and went to fixed my bike so that my inspection can pass through. passed! after tht went home and kl came to find me so last minute went to visit my secondary sch teachers but the security guards sucks. so in the end baby reach woodlands and so i need to go back home to fetch her. in the end din saw my teachers but its alright , seeing baby is more important than them haha.
in secondary school, most of us trouble makers in class always hated to see the teacher's face, however, when it comes to teacher's day and u visit them again. it has this different feel, i jus dunno why. but everytime i see baby, i have this warmth feel. nv different.lol
so met up with baby and we slack at my house caused she wanna visit me for I"M injured. riding a bike is fun and cheap, but riding a bike is like taking yr life to be cheap thts why u risk it. so, hopefully i aint getting anymore accidents from now, especially MAJOR accidents. and so, sebas called and jackie cai, sebastian, baby and me went to bugis to visit guang yin temple and pray. hopefully my luck turns for the better yeah.
so i was cheated by baby!! she told me bus 80 is a direct bus from bugis to sengkang. yes its true, but she din told me its gonna be so long til ur stomach gets butterflies and yr head feel giddy spells. but i enjoyed the ride with baby, had a lot to talk about and drank bubbletea, the pearls sucks, it tasted like stones. argh pui
then i went home and baby was enjoying her beauty bath. played mahjong at cai house after a while and ate my supper wit sebas and candy since jackie cai is feeling unwell due to lack of sleep.
i jus realised something. in the past 2 months of relationship with baby, i love her, but she aint a need in my life. but now, i'm so in love with her, and she has became part of my everyday life, she is a need, not a want to me. can't imagine life without her is like. hopefully we can stay as long as forever.

sweet accident

2007-08-27T00:34:00.000+08:00

today woke up in the morning at 6am, to get ready to play soccer with my secondary school friends, waited for kuong lim and hafiz to get ready then we go together. after playing, kuong lim went off first cause he needed to go punggol. i din follow because baby was still at the temple praying. when i went home, something unexpected happened, i had an accident which was the last thing on my mind. i hate accidents, it waste my blood and my time to recover, where i cannot do things i want because of movement inconvenience. went home to bathe which take a long time because of the pain i had felt when water splashed onto the wounds. then kuong lim came and help me bend back the footrest of my bike which was crooked. then after tht i din went to find baby cause i had an accident and mum din allowed.
baby was sweet because she came over to my house all the way from hougang to check up on me and nurse my wounds. so sweet la! baby i appreciate what u had done. after tht went to buy bubble tea and old chang kee, our usual favourites! after tht we slack a while at my house and then i noticed the way my brother's friend look at people is like staring, baby then calm me down we had dinner at my house.later had a converation with mum about my maid which was the talk of the town. haha.unbelievable. so i sent baby halfway by taking mrt and then we reach home at the same time. so fast! it must be the bus driver speeding, thats why baby reach home as fast as mine. then, boss msged me and asked me to slack with him cause he almost got into a fight jus now, and he needed cigarettes to calm his nerves. after tht went home to chat with baby while taking short breaks cause my ear seemed to hurt. haha...

nice talk with baby

2007-08-26T03:21:00.000+08:00

today had a nice heart to heart talk with baby. knew some of her things, while she know mine. this is the first time i had such a nice chat with someone on the phone, and also the first time i didnt mind talking to somebody on the phone for so long. i will give up smokin for yr sake, trust me, jus give me sometime.

i love u baby.

...

2007-08-17T02:43:00.000+08:00

woke up from the cold air that clad my body dry and knock my senses awake for i fell asleep. so went to bathe and msg baby gal..oops, sorri she gave me 4 missed calls and i din even heard it. sorriiiiiiiiiiii....school was rather boring and i was wasted in class...altogether i alreadi lost 60 bucks in bettings from singaporepools..oops, i know there are bookies all around which give better odds...but, right now wads the use of buying of bookies when i kept on losing and is on a losing streak....hmmmm, it suck when i m deprived of cash when i need it. whiny the shit isnt realli a nice name nor is it a suitable name for me. but hell yeah, i do whine a lot after being with baby, jus mayb its because she treats me well n well i whine to her a lot..lol..right now there r changes to our relationship, there is improvement i can see! lesser arguments and cat fights, we are all good and peaceful.hope to continue like this and get my surprise for her when its anniversary:)

baby tuition

2007-08-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

this morning baby woke me up at 10.30am, but straight away i slept after her sweet morning call...looks like my alarm clock doesnt work at all. she woke me up at 12pm , time we suppose to meet...ahhhh, i m so late, rush down and reach in 30 mins time.anyway, she got back her card but she seemed frustrated....anyway, its good she got back her belongings...after tht went to tuition wit her at serangoon. wa, baby realli suffers durinbg tuition, her students were a bit dumb seriously speaking...even i pity her....somemore the pay also not so good for a tuitor...anyway, today was quite fun, went macrithce for nothin...cause the treetop is too far!! 10 over km to travel by walking...after tht went punggol park to slack...played hopscotch and she cheated!!! or else i confirm win alreadi lor....haha, anyway i lost money in soccer bettings....j league sucks. i lose 40 baby lose 10...together 50, walaoeh can buy helmet liao sial.

flirt fuck..

2007-08-13T22:27:00.000+08:00

a good day to start with, but it ended up as a bad day. i found out baby has a flirtfuck who is 2 years younger than her flirting her in her hp. one more time i find out he flirt my gal, he will know wad is pain, and i can tell u he will nv dare to do it again.love is selfish, and i m selfish, i will nv let anyone take my gal away, kiss my fist first b4 whoever wan her. i will pull no punches. baby u r so innocent, u dun even know tht he is flirting u...and need me to find out..i was wondering, even though he is 2 years younger, and to you he seemed cute, i felt disappointed as u can still say HE is CUTE after i told u he is FLIRTING you, for fuck sake he is not cute at all. u wanna get angry at me for saying yr friend this, let it be, i just need a sense of secure, i m JEALOUS.

i have a lover, a galfren and a companion in my life. yan ping, patrick and tricia. one of them gone means i lose all 3 of them. i can't afford to share them with others.they r all mine.

so the stars are right

2007-08-12T04:22:00.000+08:00

i expected it, so the stars are right, the horoscopes are correct. i tried to avoid it, but to no avail, it happens...i thought we were ok right after i took the initiative to msg her whether is she ok, she said she's ok. so i slept, and she called, i missed it. she started to said i was in the wrong. she said neither replied her phone calls nor msgs...i did, and then she suddenly dropped the bomb, which was wad libra said. it was unexpected, i thought i had avoid it, but sorri, i had done my best...it looks like avoiding is making it worse. she said i dun understand, but i totally did, i tried to avoid it, but everything has gone wrong.i thought tht sentosa thing is over in the morning, we had came to a resolution, but she brought it back in the night..not too late i guess. its 4.30 am in the morning now, her words impact me hard, i cried. i alreadi gave her freedom with her friends, family and classmates trying not to let myself be hurt by retaining her clubbing debut. yes, i stopped her from wanting to go sentosa today, y? simple reason, she is not on the right form to have fun, but she says she's alright, so i let her go, by not quarreling with her..so she said she's not going, and suddenly at night she changes her mind...now i realli know how fast a mind can just twitch..its scary..yes i m sarcastic, only in the morning.by night time i alreadi let her go, she still says i m being sarcastic..i guess 4 in the morning realli suit my mood..peace.

4 in the morning

2007-08-11T14:24:00.000+08:00

it was rare tht i blog in the afternoon, cause usually afternoon sucks as the sun comes out big and when rain comes, it fuck when u're on the bike. i checked friendster horoscope, mine and hers, something is not right. all i can say is...i have a video to delicate for her.

why quarrel like fuck?

2007-07-27T19:18:00.000+08:00

this whole week had been super unlucky. i got smoking fine, illegal parking fine, and tons of quarrels with her. we had been quarrelling since monday til now. i thought that today was the end of our quarrels....but, another quarrel jus arise after all...i had been frantically searching for the answers, the thoughts of what she had been thinking...seeing my mistakes from all points of view especially today. she checked my phone, she saw ella's msg and call history. she got suspicious of my actions, my words, my confession. she gave me a one kind look. she kept on having doubts about me, at starbucks, her eyes told me there wasn't trust anymore. i thought tomorrow was going to be a fun and happy day where we go out and have a nice and fun meal.it wasn't the case.
ella contacted me yesterday, she was suspecting, she doesnt know because i din told her. wad realli happened on why she contact me was jus plain simple. but i guess baby wont realli believe, so there was no point telling her. ella contacted me because she cant get through yat call, and wanted to find out whether boy was alright a not, because boy told her he had a serious accident. that was the real reason why ella contacted me to ask about boy. during our heated argument, i din told baby that ella contact me because i always
thought that telling her would add fuel to the flames. but tht wasnt the case, not telling baby was far worse than i thought.
i got realli mad jus now, when baby kept suspecting i had something going on with ella. i only can say one thing, i m true to baby and thts it. its alright if she suspect me or wad, because if i was baby, i would have the same reaction and suspect.
baby i know u r seeing this post. if u still think all these were lies, i have nothin to say. all i can say is i love u so much and this is the first time i loved a gal so much. no matter wad reply u wanna say, i can only accept. it takes 2 hands to clap.

i have hurt u a lot of times. there was no way to atone for my deeds and making u heartbroken. i always told myself that i will be a perfect boyfriend, but i guess not, the harder i try, the more heartbroken u get, i have hurt u so much that i hate myself.i will not msg u or whatever, because i know u r mad at me too. i will wait until u msg me or call me then i will start to contact u, its yr choice.

sunday blues

2007-07-22T19:18:00.000+08:00

yesterday, woke up at 11+, which is late for work! but never mind, cause i hate work and its my last day, so i m obliged to do shit to my work. went to work, was boring...Marvin left at 6, he has monthsary to celebrate....then work and sloughed like hell until 9...went home ! after tht, went to meet baby at yishun. she has joined a lion dance troupe. so lol. then went for supper and i ate away hers....haha. thts about it.

i slept the whole morning!! and baby couldnt wake me up.haha...then went to bike shop to ask some things.....woots, tomorrow gonna buy domino fast throttle!! cant wait to get tht....after tht, slept a while then dad cut my hair...and i look like dung, or rather...retarded. i dun suit mullet style! after tht went to pizza hut to find marvin....then had a small argument with baby...but its ok already...

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a new day

2007-07-09T23:02:00.000+08:00

as i have said, life carries on for the better. she has recovered from yesterday's shock. i m glad, she aint taking it to heart. i love her, so even though she nv recovered, i will still pamper her and love her, and try going into her heart. she has sacrificed so much for me and i. i m a person with high expectations and she has done all that i asked. wad more can i ask for?

yes there's one more thing,

i wan her heart entirely, so that she can share her happiness and woes with me :)

i wan her to know that there's someone out there who will be there for her when she needs someone. i wan her to know that there's someone out there who cares, concerns her.

today morning was tiring, i got off bed tired and force myself to go school, and i din even bathe, wtf right? i dun even know y m i so tired. school was funny, i made fun of my classmates with tons of jokes. but seriously no offence, it was meant it to entertain the class....after tht meet up with her, we slack around the campus and saw loads of couples...haha...after tht we went back and she wanted me to send her back to her block. in the end, she came back to my class to find me and take her hp....diaoz. then ut sucks, i did halfway and my laptop crashed.....i m so going to fail my anatomy ut, somemore easy.

after school was fun, we went to sengkang to hang out....after tht went to punggol park then saw these 2 girls. they keep on scolding vulgarities like nobody's business.every sentence got vulgar...wa lao eh...GG. when going home, baby bid farewell to me and she took along the helmet...so FUNNY. ok i m so tired. update next time

2nd month anniversary

2007-07-08T23:00:00.000+08:00

today is 2th monthsary, it was ok except that it was ruined in the ending. she made muffins for me, self-made, i was touched by her heart. i bought bakerzin cakes for her in return. today wad perfect, intend to watched "my wife is a gangster 3" by shuqi, but both of us was lazy, so in the end we din went for the movies. jus chilling at home, sweet n cozy.

but at some period, i was too tired due to barbecue, and i slept. it made her disappointed in me. i was suppose to entertain her and also, i made her wait for her meal, which causes her to had gastric pain. haiz....

but, all these weren't affecting. it wad when we talked over a topic.
she said she was not the right one for me

i said she was the right one, but she jus had bad mood swings

she said she was not my type of gal

i told her i will be willing to accept

it was a big mistake. it cause her heart to throb. but nvm, as long as it is the truth, we will improve for the better.

ps: baby, we can solve this together, there is no need to feel that u r forcing, n, take yr time to find out the problem. i will wait.

7/7/07

2007-07-07T02:31:00.000+08:00

today is 7/7/07, it was meant to be an auspicious day. cause there was many sevens, however, i did a grave mistake on this day itself. i hurt someone's heart just because of one harmless msg. i guess i m being too oversensitive and did not understand how she feels. i break her heart over and over again. i hope its not to late to mend her broken heart. with love, i hope i can once again, mend tht heart of hers.

back to da crib.

2007-07-07T00:30:00.000+08:00

hello, my name is remi, and i m back to the blog after such a long time. anyway, i got my bike, kawasaki kipps. fierce and fast bike though, but baby dun like it, cause its makes me a racer and i speed. she wans me to get a vespa, she says its cute.
these few days i had been chatting with baby on the phone and always all of a sudden, she gets into low battery mode, whereas i talk to her but she will not reply or either, her reply is slow and retarded. seriously speakin, i m irritated and annoyed sometimes when u keep quiet all of a sudden and maes me whether wad are u thinkin.
i am sorry for these few days where i had been preoccupied with my new job, a pizza hut rider at bukit timah branch. i hate wash, i hate closing where riders had to do something not relate to delivery before they can leave. i had to work, to support my bike and not be broke, pls be understanding. and, i know that u dun like me thinking of my bike the whole time, and spending more time on my bike compared to spending time with you. i am realli sorry, but this aint the case, if it is, i will reflect on myself and make changes, dun worry about it.
baby, i think it is my fault that u need to go home early in the night because if that time i did not go to yr house, yr neighbour wouldn't have seen me, and yr dad also wont suspect. sorry i guess.
now, lets talk about case studies. so u have seen what happen when one party's ex comes back to haunt. it makes another party feel insecure, irritated and fuck. even though its not tht one's party fault and its one-sided, but, the other party will still feel annoyed. so, the morale of the story, he better end with his nonsense with tht msg. if not, i will not be forgiving, i will not give face, and also, i will take action. u should know that.
ok, lets not talk about unhappy things, today i did something stupid, i went to ah kun bike shop with baby to jack up my bike's tail. but, something cock up, the tail was jack too high and exaggerating. it made me uncomfortable and waste my 30 bucks. thanks baby for tagging along to the bike shop, even thoough it is hot and stuffy somemore dun have air-con and boring. i know u r understanding and reasonable, but pls dun mind me sometimes doing stupid things, cause i m one stubborn creature.
baby again, i can't thank u more than enough, u deserve an oscar award for being patient. i need to work, and u had nothing to do at home, u can sleep til the next day and go school, but instead, u decided to wait for me til i finish my work so tht we can chat on the phone. i love u.

fucked up 5.2 bike lesson

2007-01-11T18:52:00.000+08:00

waaaaaaaaaaaa!!! i m so damn fucked-up! first time go 5.2 lesson overslept....followed on is a series of failures in bike lesson 5.2....can't believe this is happening..altogether i had alreadi failed 4 times...saturday is the fifth time...i m so gonna pass man...hmmm, the conclusion i believed in tht i failed so many times in tht lesson because i tio the same instructor for all 4 times...this is unbelievable...i think he have a problem with me or sumting...keep on failing me..and its getting up my nerves...first time i feel so dejected...today i got 16 points for stupid careless mistakes...kanna say my e brake stand by clutch, and check blind spot incorrectly because i nv turn 90 degrees of my head...wtf! wad sort of reasons is this? fuck those who fail me...

new year resolution

2007-01-09T20:15:00.000+08:00

tuesday, 9 jan, 8.15pm in my room slacking..its alreadi 2008 , but it seems nothing special had happened, except tht i met someone special, yp. so, hmmm, i m talking about this new year resolution for this 2008...i wan a bike, i wan my complexion to be better, i wan a new hairstyle, i wan a better body...mayb thts all i craved for, with all these comes with new things in my life...like, no more public transport! and...no more fucked-up hair...and fucked-up complexion...weee!
life have been boring...no more clubbing, no cash, kanna fined 200 bucks...no late night slackinh for me because of my stupid facial complexion...haizz...nvm..wads more, loads of arguments with my boo...its not her fault, but my fault..i had not been caring for her all these while after some things happened...hope this relationship gets better...peace!

removal of studs by daddy

2006-12-23T01:45:00.000+08:00

23 dec, 1.49am, here i m, blogging alone in my cozy room. i jus finished an uncertified surgery done by dr lee, my daddy. i din wanted to removed my studs...but, mummy forced me into it...she said my face was full of studs, and piercing is only for women...well, thats her thinking, not mine, as long as these piercings look nice to me, who cares...but, i do care about my allowance, they threatened to cut down my allowance if i dun remove, so, i had to, forever.
so, the ordeal began jus now, i tried removing the studs myself, but to no avail. so, mummy asked me to wait for daddy, and daddy comes home, with a very very scary PLYER. that, is the cause of my pain. daddy doesnt know how to unscrew the eye brow stud and he uses force, which, is painful. so he jus use the fast but pain way, the PLYER. fuck, he jus snapped my stud off....and i kept on shouting at him to stop and let go, but, he still enjoys it...mayb he is thinking of this shit as revenge on me for the past weeks i disobeyed him. next, is my lip stud, cool but going gone.he uses the PLYER again...i had this trauma about going to the dentist in the past, but, now i think its taken over by going to daddy for removal of piercings...instead of unscrewing the studs, daddy uses the plyer and forcefully snapped it ignoring my pleas for help and stoppage...it hurts, it realli does...i feel so scared, like a kitten face to face with a terrier...gosh...

now , all my studs are snapped and he doesnt allow me to keep it as souvenir...he thrown them away for good...fuck fuck fuck, no more piercings for you remi, or else daddy's gonna torture you with the PLYER again...right now both my lip and eye brow is swollen, and it doesnt look good...at least, i have peace washing my face now...peace out

cai hui come my house vomit plus r/s broken

2006-12-15T09:57:00.000+08:00

friday, 15/12/2006 , 10am in the bright morning. yesterday night wad distratrous, or rather, fuckshit.
went to played pool with cai hui and yen kieng at lot 1 and the funny thing is, i lost to yen kieng..shit, how could i lose to her? this is so absurd. after tht, went to meet candy and slack at her void deck..both of them are so cock, yk keep on saying his guy is super handsome but i dun find the least agreeing with her while candy boyfriend is from rp, no comments abt his appearance but a hint, he jus got bang by a car.after they came my house to slack and drink...opened a new bottle of absolut vodka ruby red...the new flavour...and its gone...then i realised, hey , yk know how to drink, quite good in holding her liquor while candy got drunk and started muttering loads of nonsense to her phone...then here comes the funny part...cai hui got drunk too, and i can say its the worst time he got drunk so hard..he totally doesnt know he fell while going to the toilet, and doesnt know he vomitted on my bed, sub-bed, wall, floor, toilet and the stink jus polluted the whole house with this fuckshit stench. in the end, i had to clean up for him..poor remi...somemore feeling very emo alreadi still need to do all this shit...next time i'll post his drunk-face pics..peace out~

tattoos...

2006-11-19T11:55:00.000+08:00

sunday, 11.41 am. i'm finally back to ma crib after a long 1-month break out of blogging. right now i'm so in a tattoo mood, wanna get tattoos done as fast as possible..yeah. right now the hot topic is bio-mechanical tattoos..looks so cool and realistic, which makes you exactly like terminator..some pics i upload to show... damn cool rite? i know the pictures i upload are sort of messy, but pls dun mind, cause i'm noob with all this networking shit.
damn cool rite? imagine u're arnold the california mayor...next is gonna be a bit gore and more of a picture suitable for only 18 years of age and above..its gross, but damn nice.
it shows a maggot-like creature eating out of the humans chest...haha...but at the same time.i also love japanese yakuza tattoos. damn cool and styleee...
how i wish i had this tattoo...but i guess no choice. i have other tattoos which cause me not to have this tattoo...haiyo...anyway, gonna show the most recent tattoo i have on my body, its a real live-like tarantula...damn cool, good recommendation by jake

i love it...i showed sathish, hafiz and marvin and they all told me this is best tattoo among all my tattoos...dotx..does the rest of my tattoos suck so hard? i spent 3k on other tattoos k!

anyway, some of my friends seen this picture on my hp...

so they were curious and asked whos body was it. i said it was Mine, and their faces all became (-_-") and said r u sure? hey! this is authentic me okie? anyway, after i seen this pic i think i had gotten fatter than the past? my chest is going flat in this image i guess, omg, gotta work harder, but still, i will not turn to supplements...

see? now u know wad i mean when my chest turns flat..all because of smoking! thts why smoking is bad for the body!

school nowadays is so solemn...not happening as in the past anymore.umm..peace out homies.

eye brow stud surgery

2006-10-26T22:13:00.000+08:00

thursday, 10.07 pm. sitting in my room dreading over my recent surgery because of my eye brow stud. the stud is irritating, after zhi hao elbowed my stud. it bled, got swollen and infection takes place...no care, saline and alcohol is applied to the wound. i also didn't bother to take off the stud as i may not instert it back after removing. however, worst to worse the ordeal came. my stud ball went into the eye brow and cannot be pushed out through the hole anymore, which means its stuck inside the stupid eye brow..so , beginning of third meeting, which zhi hao and ezzah quarrelled over a dispute because ezzah wanted to present her slides, and zhi hao, concern about my eye brow was talking to me. some of the classmates said she cried, wept and sulked. but hell i dun care, first priority is to removed tht stupid stud which went sunk into my eye brow. after tht zhi hao and me left early to causeway point to register a consultation with belovd raffles medical group doctor. waited for more than 2 hours and hell it wasnt fun, 1 hour was used to try removing the stud myself with the help of zhi hao. but, he was at a loss of what to do, anyway he didnt had experience so, i dun blame him. andrew came along to meet us because he forgotten to bring his house keys...LOL..both of them thought i was crazy and insane because i was gonna do a surgery and yet, i was so excited and enthusiastic about the op. anyway, since you gotta do the op, why not be happy to face it instead of jus being emo.
now, the doctor also thought i was one crazy fella, cause i kept on pestering him in the room to let my classmates video-taped me during the surgery but he jus dun allow, forget it then. he fuckin gave me 4 jabs of anethestic which means, 4 piercings done! lol...anyway, it didnt hurt so much as i thought and so, i continued on with my journey of removing the stud. minutes passed and he went to use the scaplel knife to cut my eye brow so that he can forced the stud out of the hole.

today, i made fun of andrew nipples as some outward thingy...but i feel sort of bastard after pondering for a moment, mayb i shouldnt make fun of him, he's such a good friend and yet, i made fun of him. no offence to him, cause its actually for entertainment purposes, or else wont life be so boring??

stress

2006-10-22T01:42:00.000+08:00

saturday, midnight, at my room now, i feel uncomfortable, after all the stress is incinerating my mind. today spent my weekend at home, which is so impossible, so in the night, went to find brandon to get present for my birthday haha. after tht, wing and champion followed me and chilled and starbucks. for almost 3 hours, cool. talk a lot of shit with them and this past few days, i feel sososososo stress. a bit of stress is fine, but too much stress, NOT fine. i wonder how m i gonna solve this shit, maybe i should just think positive, there is limited space in this blog for me to say the problems, so i prefer not stating it down.

happy belated birthday to remi

2006-10-16T00:04:00.000+08:00

hAPPi belated BirthDAY to ReMi!!! haha...13 oct 2006, the bad friday is my birthday, and it was spent clubbing at mos with ma friends. that night was some event called tertiary fling? seemed so cool but not cool at all..the ratio of dick is to pussy is 8 is to 2. so pathetic, but overall, quite ok..a new age, comes with a new responsibility, new identity and new pimples...wtf...right now i m enough age to go prison!!! wtf, including clubbing and license and all...haha..

on friday night, club again at dxo, more its definitely mre happening than mos that night, compared to mos cock fest...haha, royce went into gang trouble and so, we helped out so the opponents chicken out and ran all the way back to tampinese. lucky for them.

saving pathetic money for bike

2006-10-07T00:44:00.000+08:00

everyday was jus like any other day. i feel so concealed and distorted of my thoughts, and its like a habit going to the bridge..to clear my mind...life aint that boring if u hav "happening" friends, but life really is fucked tub when there is no shorties. it just seems like everyone is quite busy except for those who is having their holidays and aint working.
i m realli expecting morning to come to me, cause of a simple reason. its " facial" for my beloved face. if i have to blame, i gotta blame myself, for not taking extra care of my face, and the stupid things i did such as applying sun-tanning lotion to my face in order to become tanned.

in the past, i agree wit my friends i m rich, i spend money like there is no tomorrow, spending money is like eating peanuts. but right now, i feel broke, saving cash like a desperado..i hate this feeling. the feel of being broke. fuck my pimples in the morning, the doc's gonna kill them all...

awaiting til this day come...

a new day of semester

2006-09-25T00:50:00.000+08:00

2nd semester had already started and i m sort of still in the process of adapting to my new class...the only people i can associated with in ma new class is kenneth and cheryl..the class is so weird..they are so quiet until i feel a bit weird studying with them...i really missed my old class..so happening in the past...except for some misunderstandings...hmm...guess it would be better when a month past ba...right now i still dunnoe all the people in my new class...and its always the same...give me hope...so near yet so far..

and, my 18th birthday is coming...which means....i m going to club officially, and take my license and stuffs...m18 shows here i come...wahahahaha...

chalet and fucked tub dad

2006-09-18T21:49:00.000+08:00

few days ago, went back to soul to do my tongue piercing and it hurt even more than the first time i pierced...mother hang...then after tht i kept for 2 days and after tht, my tongue got infection...dammit, so i have to take it out....and noticed the guy who pierced my tongue wasnt professional enough...no wonder i feel so uncomfortable...in the end, my 40bucks was busted...watched john tucker with deep and the show really was a roller coaster ride yeah, fun and nice to watched...haha...

came back from class chalet jus now and was quite fun at sometimes and boring at sometimes..overall not bad...hardeep left earlier because of his mum, deep , i feel for you, we share same experiences..but, sometimes, we just have to do it our way instead of listening to our parents, who says children can't have their freedom when they are pre-adults? anyway, people like shu ting, charlotte, alton and mates had made this event quite-fun , and the forfeit for twister wasnt really nice because of jac...anyway, went home in the afternoon and pity we did not visit old changi hospital...i wanted to go there and check it out very much....alcohol was sort of free flow tht night cause nobody drank finish the absolute vodka i brought..

slack wit yat after tht then night comes, gonna meet hafiz later cause he just needs some ciggies to puff through his tiring and boring guardian job...haha!

peace out!

went night cycling

2006-09-14T23:52:00.000+08:00

went to slack in town wit lewis n hardeep, then played pool, and i got thrashed by lewis, fuckin national pool player...deep almost won him but too bad haha...after tht deep went home and i went with lewis and friends to night cycling...they helped me stole a bicycle...and it was brand new...poor guy who own the bike...after tht we cycle to np, town and back to cck from the expressway...fuckin dangerous yeah...

right now i have not enough cash to spend..i need money! to organise my birthday chalet, tattoos and bike! arghh....and clothings..fuck shit!

spent my cheap labour pay

2006-09-09T02:16:00.000+08:00

thanks to my stupid blangah cheap labour job, i got paid n am out of this line of part-time occupation....got 250 for 5 days of work...pathetic aint it? and now, i just spent everything in an instance...thanks to my auto-roaming shopping detector....

bought clothings for myself instead of tattoos...wanna get more no money haha!
my hair...it sucks...pls grow faster pls....and my pimples....stop growing, i can't stand it...i m a narccisist...n i care how i look and grow...

brothers and true friends, do they really exist in this world? i sure m wondering right now...life's a whirl in ma mind...

today, didnt went for swu juan birthday party at sentosa dunno which beach! heard from wing its fun...sianz....was in town today wit deep, saw so many pink clouds floating around town...not cool...and witness a caucasian hooking up with 2 bapoks, yucks....but sometimes i jus feel pity for them...nobody wanted to be a bapok right? if we can choose our lives...

right now i'mma in reggaeton feel...no music matters more than reggae, daddy yankee u really got my attention with yr paso paso...lucky its spanish, or else i m gonna give u some peso instead of paso...haha...lame

tattoo found out by parents...

2006-08-27T13:44:00.000+08:00

it has finally come to light, but not totally...my tattoos....today was judgement day at home, while i was sleepin soundly. my parents saw both my arms, and were astonished, but on the bad side....from day 1 i was born, they were all negative against tattoos, they see it as a logo that states " i m a gangster". yes, i agree if i was not born in generation Y. i see it as an art, yet they dun share similar views like me....however, they didnt saw my back and ankle...i was too heartbroken myself to show them, in case they can't take everything in one shot...my dad and mum lectured me....but different from every occasion...the way they talked to me, i just feel that i m their regret and total disappointment....i bring them so much heart pain...my dad then said with affirmation, i will nv let you drive my car ever...that wasnt harsh to me....however, he said, i can't trust you to take over my business and next time, u dun go to me for help when u need help...i won't treat u as my son since you dun even treat me as yr dad by not respecting my decision for not making tattoos...that hurted quite a lot...they took away my bank money, and he wanna disown me...fuck, this time, it was bad..i knew this would happened..but i didnt realised it jus happened so fast...

tattoo ruined..

2006-08-26T17:33:00.000+08:00

my female angel looks so dickhead right now....in the process of healing...but it really sucks...if the tattoo doesnt heal for the better, i'mma gonna redo it...demanding free service.
whereas the tiger is still better, healing and becoming better...watson people call me and yat, we didnt answer....haha...there goes our job...

dreadlock and cousin saw ma tattoo

2006-08-22T20:57:00.000+08:00

de female angel.....
today was such a boring day, late for school...without any apparent reason.luckily, my parents didn't found out my so-called scars...anyway, went to school and team-up with hardeep 2 man show. and after school, alex called me and told me that cousin jie jie saw my tattoo and she knows its real...so, i'll be frank and and told her i did have body arts haha...but, to the extent she doesnt tell my parents...or else, it would be fuckin disastrous...

anyway, credits to alex and cousin for concealing my art...hafiz went to my house to play ps2 and he was thrashed again and again in naruto...wahahahaha!!! but for some matches he just got lucky...but, he really did improved a lot from playing just starting from yesterday.

AnD! i have a sudden urge to make dreadlocks!!!!! i want to owned them!!! i can't wait...but i just have to, real hair i wan and not extensions haha!!!

acid tattoo parlour..

2006-08-21T21:12:00.000+08:00

this few days was fun, met new people and got myself another tattoo parlour...changed my regular soul assasin tattoo parlour to acid i think..the shop offers better tattoos and better job done...wads the good thing? the price is resonable too! haha thinking of handling my whole back to them to settle it..today just did a female angel on my right arm...damn cool yeah...now both my arms are swollen, from the repair of ma tiger and female angel, and the angel ass is damn tight...baby i m so hard on...jkjk. met my cousin at junction 8 and it was damn shocking, didnt know if they saw the angel...haha...

not even a week n i got myself so many tattoos...haha!!! great! and wads more, i lend louis 300 bucks for his wolf tattoo...damn fuckin broke right now...i m so penniless...hmm..btw i cut my tail!! haha...and right now i'mma jus waiting to grow back to long hair! i miss my hair!! cant make emo shit and jap style...

i m ....

2006-08-19T23:06:00.000+08:00

i wanna go sentosa to play volleyball...
i wanna skate better...
i wanna achieve a better body...
i wanna get more tattoos....
i wanna buy many things....
i wanna my hair to grow faster...
i wanna get my lips below pierced...
i wanna .....

hmm...4 more days and i am in holiday fever, if i can't get a job in motorola, then forget it, i m neither going for cheap labour nor good labour with less pay...its gonna be a new semester, and i m anticipating it, although there are sad separations...but good enough, i m leaving some emo kids down the crib and leaving them to rot...jus hope that my new classmates gets better and better....
i m starting to regret making all this tattoos, for some while, it jus aint cool to have it...cause it sucks hiding it, i know its a bold statement, but i jus have to get it out of my chest!
i m getting better and better in using adobe photoshop, credits to hardeep yo! he taught me most of the shit. i m also getting sick of all this world, pink clouds everywhere....wtf is happening to this world?

nv blog for a long time..

2006-08-11T19:36:00.000+08:00

its been darn long since i update my blog.
my life has been good up til this while, except for money, money and money again.
i'm broke, somebody up there save mii!!!!
i need new shoes, new clothes, new jewellery, new......
in general, new outlook...my hair...wad have i done to my hair?

went to yat's friend chalet, there are gangsters present, police present, soccer freaks and me..
they all call mi ah beng...nobody there seems to remember my name...except for beng...

played stupid game....passing of sweets, yeah i also forgot who started it...i think is mi issit?

ton here and there...no money for everything le, my new tattoo...cute cute de tiger!

recently, suddenly i got so many god-sisters! yesh, maybe because i look like a gal so all become my god-sisters...haha!

slack with louis, people thought i was louis galfren...wtf! stop mistaking me for a gal!! i alreadi tried everything i could, i cut and cropped my hair liao!!

holidays coming...no job = no money..wtf? i wanna buy new limited ed shoes!!

right now...i have become retarded....i wanna club officially, no sneaking around anymore!

yat got slapped

2006-07-06T01:07:00.000+08:00

wednesday, as usual , the daily routine of everyday rp..taking train, walk to school...then hardeep brought some sort of whisky with the glass shaped like an effiel tower...quite cool but strong...i like it! but nv drank much cause just dun have the mood to consume.anyway...went to school unlike the usual me...big shirt, iverson jersey, air jordan shorts and bape sta shoes...and then during second break...there was this group of boys waking passed me while i was with ma classmates buying lunch and they saw my shoe...and stopped to talk about my shoe...din know my shoes can also be a topic to talk about...haha...then went back to class and did some breakdancing skills for ma class to see...
after school, went back with chia ling and xiao xian....they talked soo loud in the train...and i was like "DUH!!" and "SHHHHss" anyway...i also talked quite loud...went to bukit batok coffee bean to chill and there was this sudden call from yat...he was slapped by a bunch of gangsters and called me down to help him cause he say there's gonna be a fight...so i went down to np and realised that, i was a bit late...the bunch of gangsters had left the scence through a bus and fortunately, a fight did not broke out cause yat classmates were so guai and the gangsters would have gangbang him even though yat called his gang...cause by the time his gang comes...it would be too too late...so, went there and no fight, so played soccer with the np-citizens barefooted...and, i got bristles on ma feet!! painful...so, night..msn was quite fun and did occupy my free time cause i m waiting for cristiano ronaldo to perform his magic again...haha..peace .

drunk! at school

2006-06-30T23:27:00.000+08:00

friday, 30 jun....morning louis,shah, nashiha, hardeep and stephanie including me went to mcdonalds for breakfast because todays lesson was damn boring and i think, our class rally hate science lessons much...went to class and slack like siao....but the craziness was just the beginning. when second breakout we bought our lunch and drinks...then i bought absolute vodka rasberry to school and i chiong...kept on tarring the liquor down my throat...and then the next thing i knew, i was gone with the wind...in the sky and everything...everything just seem blank to me..then i did not even present my slides...just lie down the table and talk nonsense...then, after class, louis bought me to the toilet to puke and i really did puke when i stick ma finger into my mouth...the feeling was damn bad..throughout the day ma mind was like in a whirl and my lungs was so painful while my throat were dry...after that hardeep helped packed ma things while louis supported me to walk...and there was vivian and classmates who really helped me a lot when i was gone...thanks for the helps guys i really appreciate it...then i walk to the bus stop and they my friends hailed for me a cab while it cost me 11 bucks from woodlands to bukit batok...wtf man the cab twirl around ma house izzit...cost me so much...anyway went home and immediately i was down on the bed...jst woke up and ate ma dinner then my throat was like burning.peace guys and cheers for helping me!!!

countdown for hidayat birthday

2006-06-29T22:11:00.000+08:00

wednesday,afternoon, it was again school, a daily weekday routine but there was something different today because...it was chill out corner time for the trinity,ma class, louis class and wei xiang class...cool piece of shit, but new semester dunno will have ll this shit a not...just worried new semester would not be as fun as now...vivian bought jack daniels and we drank and slacked there chatting..the feeling was nice. then when the time is going to rwached 2pm, louis and shah already dying...damn high...i think they can start chasiong the dragon already haha....after school then they sort of recovered...it was fun watching them going high and talking nonsense..
evening. marvin and i left after school to NP for meet one of our brothers, yat for his birthday countdown....reached the bus stop of NP and i was like "wtf!!" NP sure have different quality gals compared to Rp...haiz...then watched yat played soccer...and...there was AJ, berg and company....after tht went home to celebrate my dad's birthday...damn i was so stupid...can't even remember my dad's birthday...mum called me at the last minute to tell me tht...lol...and so, after eating dad's birthday cake, went out and back to bukit timah to meet yat, AJ, berg, ismal and marvin to play pool...haha..drank the last bits of jack daniels whisky and the feeling was like damn shiok...went back to ma house below to slacked and countdown...yat's such a faggot!! ran away from his birthday bash!! then we do a lot of shit at the swimming pool...pee at the shower spot, and crapped around like mad...AJ and berg then do a lot of shit..spar with each other and dance in the middle of the night without music...while yat stomach pain here pain there pain...haha...ismal is then like nothing,no problem...so marvin and me kept on laughing like mad...being with him is never boring as long as there is aj and berg...party freaks..slack until 6.15am then went home and had a bathe before going for school again..without sleep....darn it damn tired...just dun feel like attending the lessons...however, there was ut so i really must go...haha..pece out homies!

couple laugh at marvin and me, slacking after rugby

2006-06-24T23:52:00.000+08:00

saturday, going to midnight. woke up in the morning and feels drowsy, asked mum to helped me send ma jeans to the shop for altering. then slept until 1 plus....went out for rugby..met up with louis before going for rugby match together. police versus rp...and i was told to be the linesmen...what the fuck, this is not cool at all...somemore must run around the line like 1 goodo like tht..the match was fun to watched but in the end ,the referee eyes pa jiao or sumting, say police score one try at the last minute of the game so rp lost..i thought it was going to be a draw...after tht, went to jonathan house to chill, owen, wilson, louis, david, nick, michelle and her friend together with me chill and ate jonathan's chocolates...haha...watched mtv and look at the guys play electric guitar and drum set...cool dude...so many things to do at his house...went to eat nasi lemak after tht then went home with louis...he showed me some of his songs with his band...cool and nice...just seemed so professional to me...then reached home and found out ma cigarettes are gone...damn faggot..how can it be lost or drop? then somemore its new...hmm...michelle is quite sociable and so are the guys...haha...btw, wasted 50 bucks on piercing on friday...marvin and his galfren accompany me to see my tongue piercing...damn painful and uncomfortable after the guy pierce me...however, it was fun to play with when the stud grind the teeth...after 1 hour, i really can't take it cause its jsut so uncomfortable then went to the toilet to took it out myself...damn painful...right after i took out...damn lots of blood come out from the hole...holy shit..peace!

back from japan

2006-06-22T18:47:00.000+08:00

thursday, destination - singapore. i m finally back from japan, hokkaido...it was relaxing, yet, fun...first 3 days...relax,last 4 days, fun having shopping...too bad i dun have much money to spend..there are so many things to buy...life there does not seem to be so nice, however, the chicks there, yes...cute, pretty, slim...what u want, u find it there...especially at sapporo city.

my life, has start to begun a boring route, no galfren nor flings...life is so fucked tub when there is nothing except pain...but, there was 1 thing tt kept me going, friends and siblings...all seemed so dear to me..but, dun recognise me as a gay when i say dear, cause i m perfectly straight...even when i was seduced by this old gay man, moreover, a singaporean...nothing to say...

today's lesson was really boring, whats enterprising got to do with maths, tts the question...no mood means no will, when there's no will, there's no way to concentrate...our class today is just so happening...made loan shark jokes, hard gay jokes and kinky jokes...cool piece of crapz to spare after i stopped crapping around starting from the time i went to japan.ez link spoil..wtf...must go jurong east to fixed it..then, on the way back in the train to my house, the train was cramped...and i m stuck with this gal just in front which is hot, however, her parents were there, so i did not exchange glares with her...gotta avoid...and yes, clubbing....been such a long time since i went clubbing with ma frens...

then, there was this new facilitator taking over low chin han for cognitive...cheryl chen...quite hot, but, i screwed up my first impression..heran tak heran...kept on playing pranks on her when she's teaching other class.peace out homies

the omen movie

2006-06-08T23:34:00.000+08:00

wednesday, i had 3 outings to go out to...but i can only choose 1, as the saying goes, nv be greedy...there was an outing with wing and his friends...and hardeep and rugby guys...and...finally...another outing with hafiz...all 3 groups of friends are to watched the lastest hit movie," the omen". so, i decided to go out with hardeep and the rugby guys because of many factors...i dun know wing friends well, and they dun know me either, except for the fact wing told them i was a gangster...second, i dint went out with hafiz...because it was going to be at night...while ma afternoon is such boring...so i went to meet hardeep...until i heard the news of the day, owen and friends are not coming...fuck them !! so i slack with hardeep for 1h 30 mins before watching the show..quite scary i must say...not because of the ghost but because of the sudden effects popping out of the screen everytime...lame...peace

06/06/06

2006-06-08T23:31:00.000+08:00

tuesday, today was a big change in my life...a really big change...i did something bad and artistic to myself...right now i'm just happy about it...cool piece of shit.

rugby training at ccab..

2006-06-04T13:11:00.000+08:00

friday night. hidayat said he wanna meet up with me at 10.30pm...yeah cool, then hafiz also thought of meeting up with me...since hafiz dun drink, so he not meeting up with me and hidayat. but in the end, hidayat was late, meet up at 12am...syameel came with him and we drank glenns vodka..43% alcoholic level...and drank it pure among we 3...it was a cold night, everyvody was shivering...took ma laptop and bust a few songs for them to listen...quite cool huh? marvin came to meet us at around 2 plus..however, glenns vodka finished already...so, boys talk among ourselves until 5.45am, then yat,syameel and muff went home.then i went home too...slept around 6 plus and woke up around 10+...it was saturday...got rugby training, suppose to be a friendly against sp however the sp coach was a D I C K so in the end...nv had the match so there was training...the start was fagged..nothing to do...boring shit..then there was this sri lankan guy 1st year like me...poser cum proud idiot..so wad if you played before rugby when you were in sri lanka...muff asked him as friendly as possible how to kick a rugby ball and yet the guy did not reply muff and still laughed at muff asking if kickin a rugby ball izzit the same as kicking a soccer ball..if among us we have a match, i'll make sure i tackle him hard on and give him hell...i'll make sure his leg cant kick anymore...when the training's gonna end, the coach gave us a friendly match among ourselves..the match was short but i enjoyed it...just tackle hard on 2 guys and it was like slamming them to the ground...eg: a lion pouncing on a buffalo and bringing it down. anyway, fun effort though...went home while muff went to meet his boo...and slacked with hafiz until 10pm in ma house while i went to bed cause i was freaking tired...peace.

shiong rugby training...highlight ma hair

2006-06-01T23:11:00.000+08:00

thursday...today was bad and also, good day for me..firstly, went to school and there was strawberry pink...haha...no taste...then went to school in cheap clothings, somemore shorts is secondary school shorts...then all ma friends saw me go school like tht, all very shocked..and gay..all because of rugby training...then got lots of comment from hardeep say what butch butch..after school, went for rugby training and did lots of training..shiong sia..then my injuries so many already haha...after tht fuckin tired, then immediately went to highlight my hair..then marvin say very style...i also thought so, after i went back and checked it out,i feel a bit weired cause there is too little gold as my hair was too thick...fuck shit.damn fuckin tired went home bathe and msn, followed by sleep...peace

first time at mos clubbing

2006-05-31T23:16:00.000+08:00

tuesday...life as i said is as boring as ever when single, or sick of relationships...haha...so, spent the day quick and found out a new de-stressing activity late in the night. mos underage party...host by youthempire. went there quite early...8.30 reached, met up with fika,hafiz,muff,liana,liana stead and some of fika friends.then saw tommy with the cousin..the cousin quite ok la...after tht, saw some huda friend..haha..went in and there was still very little people...so came out and get a breather..hmm..boring start...the life really start after 11pm..everyone went to party on the dance floor..fucked tub party, no liquor for mi...cause i'mma underage..then went around exploring the departments...hmm..after tht went to the dance floor at the main arena, dj playing hip hop remix music and cool, went to dance with hafiz and marvin, then saw this pair of gals..then the grinding starts...mos is defintely more fun compared to those small bars and clubs...after tht grind a few more chicks till mornin about 3 to 4+...also got see threesomes...fuck sia the gal, damn bitchy...2 guys share one gal...guy 1 french-kiss the gal, then guy 2 hug and touch the gal here and there...somemore guy 2 galfren there..still let guy 2 do all this shit...wad the world has become? lol..maybe the gal too drunk thts y like tht..heck care la..anyway hung some innocent boy in mos...after tht went homw bathe then eat and chiong school liao...fucked tub tired.peace

slack with leandra and wan at down-under bar..

2006-05-28T17:44:00.000+08:00

saturday, as i had said in my previous post, reached home at 6am+...so slept and woke up at 10am+..played sims 2 again as i had nothing to do..fun fun fun...i learn how to play it alreadi and quite fun...however,i just feel as though something is amiss...hardeep and leandra kept on calling my phone to call me go out...all, for a common purpose, go out n see movie, x-men the last stand...cool...so all of us went to watched x-men together...when i reached far east to meet them, they were already there cause i came out late,induced by the game..slacked there a while before i went with wan ,leandra and hardeep to lido to eat and watched the movie...the show started 40 minutes late balls...wad kind of service is that...so after watching the show, hardeep need to go while i slacked with wan and leandra to wait for leandra friend to come, in the end, her friends said they will be coming at 10.30 instead of 8...so we went to down-under bar at orchard towers..there were a lot of aussies dude...there was also a pool table and this 1 aussie played pool damn power man...every shot goes in whereas he told his friend he won 7 rounds already after competing with different opponents...all from the bar inside..then drank lots of beer,tiger beer, i suck at drinking beer and hated the taste of it...then leandra cant drink so much beer so she gave a lot to me..well then, this indian guy came and said he was a pilot of the air force and drove the f-16, kept on asking me and wan to join the air force, siva should be there man..after that, he treat us beer again,wtf,i am forcing myself to drink this beer already and now, one more beer to go again? and frankly speaking, the beer mug is really big and tall...so ,leandra let me taste vodka sprite and dunno wad liquor...after tht, my friend called me and told me got problem to settle...anyway i told leandra and wan i need to leave, and wan wants to help me...thanks but i turn down his offer cause need to take cab go back and come back again..can settle this myself, if things really get out of hand i will call more backup 1...after that i tried calling for cab but to no avail..so i ran to orchard mrt to take train...nabei so tiring...then went to settle this..

slack with mus, yat and fadli

2006-05-28T17:30:00.000+08:00

friday, night...went home and meet with hafiz to chill.he does not have enough cash to chill at coffee bean so i paid for the rest, he bought ice bended mocha,as usual, while i took black forest,nicer but more expensive, then there was this gal who had 5 ear-holes at her left ear and tattoos,cool piece of shit, wads most sexier is that her shirt was so short and her shorts were worn so low...then i noticed she was wearing a g-string...high man...so hafiz went to ma home to watch tv and magazines while i installed sims 2 into ma lappy..after installing, we watched the exorcism of emily rose...which was bought from westmall eariler on.the show was mostly in the courtroom..very little actions except for emily with those spasmic actions...after watching, hafiz went home while i continue playing sims 2..quite confusing in the first place, cause sims 2 is new to me...hahaz.
in the middle of the night, 2am+, hidayat called me and told me wanna slack? i said ok and went downstairs my condo to open the door for them.there was hidayat, mus and fadli..they bought glen's vodka with 40% alcohol content..cool, we share upon ourselves without the ice and drank it plain...we talked a lot regaring what i had forgotten,but,1 thing for sure,they said i was totally different compared to secondary school, in terms of physically and mentally,for mentally,i dun know,but for physically,i too must say i changed a lot,the macho me has made a turn to become a skinny me...lolx.mus, then vomitted and feel bad..and he slept onthe table while fadli,yat and me talked a lot of bullshit.6am,saturaday morning,we spilt and each went back to their respective homes..

never went for rugby coz of heavy rain..

2006-05-25T19:13:00.000+08:00

yawn*** darn it today can't get myself out of bed...this is so crappy shit duh...forced myself go bathe and my nose fuckin pain..all becoz of the stud...and i think my nose is swollen...anyway, went to school and happi...cause today got rugby training...just luv it...today hardeep and shiha were like, crazy and outta their minds...shiha kept on using her floorball stick to hit the bottles around the class...and mi there sitting, can see bottles flying here and there,especially my direction...lolx...hardeep was then kicking the bottle towards mi and shiha...wads was it that have to do with mi...kept on attacking mi...anyway while they were doing all this shit, i interrupted them by doing breakdance in class...most of de class members were out dunno where listening to some talk...then the presentation time, hardeep kept on making me laugh...hope can get A duh!!! then raining!! fag man...heavy rain somemore..then marvin dun wan go training say he very tired,tino dun wan get wet, also nv go...called wing to follow mi, he said floor wet,in the end all mi friends nv go,which means i no companion then also nv go liao...sianz..went to westmall to buy grey contact lens!!!cool duh...hahaz...peace

another boring day..my face in youtube

2006-05-24T20:34:00.000+08:00

today was really a fuckin day...went to school in da morning and same things happened over and over again..i just doesn't know y today i had pms or wad my mood swings suddenly came and i was like fuck man...faster end this lesson!! duck talked a lot today and she really talked at the wrong day...it wasn't my day as i was fuckin moody...then she just kept on and on and on till i can't stand it...pissed me off...she sits so unwomanly too..fuck crap...hardeep still say her leg iz damn hairy somemore hairier than hardeep...somemore she smell her hands after that...wtf...sitting posture already not right now this...gross fuck! y does she keep so quiet and lay eggs the other days except for today where all the comments come out when i have mood swings..

siva was damn direct and in a way, "courageous" to shoot that "gal" lolx..siva wan sui!! anyway..did the letter thingy while sadiq and i kept on eating the pokki strawberry chocolate..yum yum yummy...then came presentation...realli tired then fell asleep on hardeep group table...after that hardeep woke mi up and i went to ma group table to sleep...so hard the table..but the mood of sleepin is there..so, y not sleep?

woke up and went to find marvin and his boo...hmm..coolx..so envy him haha...then went to causeway point where i bought my ear stud to change away the piercing kit..hardeep then recorded down...freak...the url link to see the video? below.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-6t8xDX0hRc

haiz...make a fool of myself...wing saw it and say i very gay..was it so? dun think so, maybe its just his perception...then walked past this hair salon and saw my friend,ran in and made hard gay trademark* then he shocked...i think the hair stylist also think i crazy or wad cause i make the yfooooo sound...hmm..went home alone...sigh* sigh*

later going for the slack >.<

HaRd GaY! UFOOOOOO!

2006-05-24T00:43:00.000+08:00

life itself still has it boredom and surprises....everyday is just as boring as everyday..however sometimes new things just popped out outta nowhere...such as hard gay, the new trilogy of my life...watched most of his clips...a simple introduction of hard gay whoever dunno him...he's a guy, likes to play pranks on people, funny, a wrestler called razor ramon based in japan...he's hard, hard and hard...lolz...he's currently my no. 1 idol..

some things are just beyond our control...leandra and tino suddenly like this...and 1 thing for sure, leandra's talking lesser and lesser to mi new rp gang-tino, marvin, hardeep, mi...where is aisha? lolx..went to find marvin @ class today during first break...let them see hard gay father day's video clip...comedic.second break, find them again...went to coffee shop to eat...stupid lunch...not nice.hardeep bought 2 sets of muachi.while marvin bought 1 set..went back school..played prank on poh lin..mi as hard gay..as all of them insist i'm the RIGHT candidate for hard gay no.2..hooo!!!! woooo!!! around...hard gay muachi..lol...this is real gay man.. yeah..anyway i hope this hard gay thing would last in my life for quite some time as life really is not satisfying for mi right now..bakayaro!!

after school..went for rugby training.thought the training would be enjoying where we can go into the scrum,knocked people down..screw here and there,but it wasn't the case...the coach did lots of talking, and then came passing drills..quite fun as its new to mi..but i know it would be like boring after a few more training sessions...

night time..its 11pm in the night..met up with hafiz and marvin..to chill and slack...cause we had some things to talk about.hmm...the weather's hot...case end. went home and blog...school is going to start in just a few more hours...this is crap...at least school is something where i can occupy my time rather than stay at home or work...say say say, peace out homies.

part-time,slacking at cineleisure

2006-05-21T11:14:00.000+08:00

yesterday night was quite an exciting day, especially when i went out with a fever to see part-time...meet her at orchard mrt..and she just had her hair done...cost her 167 bucks....the colour she made, natural..hmm...i dun see big changes...167 bucks? oh well...so we went to eat cause she havent ate from morning till night...then we did not have fastfood cause she doesnt like..and i'm sick...ate at taka...hardeep, leandra & company were all at cineleisure...going to meet them later...marvin's coming too...from dunno where...then, when i went to buy drinks at taka...the lady i think was damn fuckin blind...she called mi " xiao jie" wtf? i aint butch k...so oh well nvm...

then went shopping with her...at heeren..she bought 1 new urban male shirt..damn it cost quite ex duh..but still, loses bathing ape..wins stussy...and she went to 77th street to buy some clothings for her hip hop cca @ NP...

so, went to cineleisure to meet them...it was a crowd...can't find them until i called hardeep..there was leandra, tino, wan, the rugby guys and of course, hardeep. then we sat and hardeep made a lot of noise..cause he's sort of a living beatbox...but he doesn't make beats, he mimics sounds professionally...but hardeep, i think you aint mimicing my voice so well...

fuck, bought 1 pineapple cheesecake not because i loved it..is because i need tht before i can consume my medication...fucked tub fever go away! anyway, the fever went off quite fast, especially when there are soo many people to mingle with me...hardeep, stop bullying my part-time k, cause i'll always be with you...muhahahaha.

saw a lot of things such as ghost busters ghost...aiya i lot la...getting late,the clock ticks 11pm...went home with part-time first..cause part-time tomorrow needa go out with her friends...then saw her friend, a butch...quite handsome la..part-time say she last time very chio de,but dunno why become butch...mixed indian and chinese...hmmm..lol

home, peace out.

FeveRiSh R.E.M..

2006-05-20T16:55:00.000+08:00

today wasn't my day...worse of all...its a day where rem feel fag..woke up in morning,feel fresh...hope today is de end of my shits attack...however, the shits still attacked..faggot man...damn it..the roti prata...taste so badd...worse than ma shit...made me shit in da loo for so long..hell the prata man...maybe when ppl is sick whatever they eat just taste so badd...eat ma medication..had a gut feel i'm going to recover...going to Millenia institute for their carnival...i have de coupons muhahaha...slept for the whole morning..woke up feeling sick..yesh,the diarrhoea is gone...but, wtf, i had fever again..and its so hot!! damn...went to see doctor again..2 days continuosly...doctor charged mi 8 bucks only...so cheap? i thought ish private clinic..haiz anything..walking back home when sick really doesnt felt good...wanna vomit cannot vomit...damn..went back to eat porridge...hmm..nice..eat medication..tht suck..

saw this, so many medicines to consume..

anyway,took them and went to sleep..seems like i'm unwell enough to go for the carnival..well,nvm...just give my coupons to hafiz and marvin...let them savour mi coupons..then they will owe me sumting in da future haha..sleep sleep sleep...went to bathe...felt a lot better already...ate oranges...yum yum...i still have a little fever,heck care...must go meet kai feng...so long nv met her already...dun even know she grow taller or older already a not

hmm...hope later went to meet her won'tget sick then faint..or else ery ma lu...darn it..marvin and hafiz enjoying now at MI...

Diarrhoea..fever..

2006-05-18T22:57:00.000+08:00

Arghh!!!! spent the whole night in ma toilet all because of food poisoning...which causes me to have diarrhoea...darn it..i felt as though i was in labour..went to school in da morning just because of stupid ut...in the end i stayed throughout the whole day there...the room's fucking cold...and i'm wearing t-shirt and berms!! no jacket...sianz..vivian then took the opportunity to bully wo ze ge ruo xiao de xiao nan hai....hmph!

U bully me!!

yes and that was the story...vivian kept on disturbing me throughout the whole day..but at least she did care when i acted a dying face...muhahahaha..shu ting passed me her fever yesterday when hardeep and me tried to play a prank on her by smelling her..lolx..i got the disease but hardeep did not? wtf!!

hmm..guess who is this guy?

he's qiu liang, a guy from china..who kept on sending the wrong messages at me...which makes him really gay man..GAY! say wad i like you, then take off the jacket in front of me in a seductive manner..eeeee...vivian stop laughing k..he's scary rather than funny..
today went to help marvin settle problem, the opposition party think its funny to say ,"stare what stare?" and bring as many ppl as possible, hey i am not looking for a commotion k? i bet you bring 10 ppl i 1 ppl you also dun dare to wack me..i wanna whoop yr bloody ass whoever thinks its funny k? dun try to play punk with mee...cause i'll bite...anyway the matter is settled in an instance when the guy said sorry to marvin..next time they play with my friends, i make sure they pay a hefty sum...

after school,went home and sleep immediately without going to see the doctor...when i was woke up by my mum, it was already 10 + in the night..all the clinics are closed!! and ma parents are mad at me for not going to see the doctor..lol..say i so big liao still doesn't know how to take care of myself...

chilling with leandra & company...

2006-05-12T19:31:00.000+08:00

went to chill with leandra & company at dunno what hotel near dhoby ghaut...went there and it was quite fun as we played an australian game introduced by owen and wilson..and it was gross, exciting and damn gay man..in the middle of the night, went to 24 hour kopitiam and saw a group of shemales..and all their figure was hot!! and i really mean fuckin hot.but all their faces suck to the core except for one where marvin and wilson say she's not a shemale, whereas i argue with them she is..after that, the truth came to light whereas the pretty gal sat together with those shemales and some guys...lol..after that, drank bailey's irish cream at de hotel..nice!! can't sleep after that and, in the morning ,many things happened. tonight, yat jio me to chiong indo-chine, i want!!! however,i can't...cause mum would surely fucked tub..say" just went home now go out until morning again"

Escape from SAS orientation...boring

2006-05-06T15:04:00.000+08:00

life itself still has its sourness and bitterness..through the days to come, i had experienced tons of disappointment and boredom..all twirling in my confused mind. friday was one such event probably. after school marvin and me were to suppose to go for the orientation so we took our group numbers and waited..however, our group members were all guys and no chicks..disappointed, we went off to do our rj and everything. went off school at about 7pm..darn..met marvin at about 8.40 where we proceed to find leandra & company...initially we were supposed to club at zouk or mos..the more "happening" clubs..but due to some things..we went to boat quay and chill at somewhere near sahara..first time i tried sisa...hmm..strawberry favour de..no taste at all lor..followed on we went to afro club..its bigger than desire and better i must say, however, there are no chicks!! all was the dance floor and fat ladies dancing wit their mate..haizz...so we went to esplanade to chill out through the night..thon thon thon was what we are going to do..we played truth or dare and it was fun and exciting..however, sometimes disgusting and gross too forthe dares..but fortunately everyone of us are sporting enough to go with the flow..hmm..fell like sleepin at about 5+...went back home through mrt at about 6.30am...bathe and slept upon reaching home before i woke up and ate ma lunch ,and, blogging..

SaS briefing...Coffee Bean

2006-05-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

today's another fuckin lame and boring day...went to school as usual in the morning and do the basic routine..take train,walk to school,sit in class and so on..having enterprizing skills module and the topic is quite easy however i just dun have the mood to do..forced myself to give ideas while vivian does the typing..haha..today is damn fucked tub..vivian kept on teasing me on sumting relating to do with my slash wounds...kookoo..after that went to settle some problems then continue the fuckin bored day..hmm..i can't say its exactly a boring day.anyway,lunch was at gelare and we ate waffles!! vivian ate just a little and she just still can't manage to finish..haha..shu ting was like i'm so hungry!! but upon finishing the waffle,she's damn full..still intend to buy pasta and ice cream? forget it! anyway during presentation hardeep is a real ass..told me not to ask any questions to his team so he would do vice versa..who knows when my team presents he kept on asking quesions..luckily the qns were not too hard for me...anyway after school this is when the boredom really takes place..need to attend a compulsory briefing for sas...and i slept halfway through the briefing cause wad aloha aloha its soo lame!! anyway went back to chill and listen to sad story of my maid..feel sad for her too..hmm..went to chill and coffee bean at westmall..damn its been so long since i hanged out at coffee bean with kl...debate a lot of things and told him the mentality of non-smokers towards smokers...and a lotta things la...anyway peace out homies..

stress..

2006-04-30T17:49:00.000+08:00

its been days since i posted anything...recently, i was real stressful and on the verge of breaking down..its been so long since i encounter anything like this..right now i'm still in a dilemma and all my stress was released through the modern methods, abusing myself. however, after taking so many cuts,somemore is got design de,not like any other people ,only l l l l pattern..mine have words!! although this is stupid by cutting myself,even when the pain cannot my stress..i still continue..

haha...anyway, right now i'm sort of back to my jovial mood...whereas marvin,hafiz and me celebrated sebastian birthday on 27 april!!! thursday woots...went to orchard swensons' to eat a lot things and a birthday cake!! very nice yea..but the price also very nice..some pics of joy..

me in the background..hahaz

thats marvin posing for a "i'm virgin" sign..hmm..is he a virgin? nobody knows...

Our BIRTHDAY boy!!! sebastian!! woots..

finally is hafiz..the most innocent looking chap in us haha!!!

hmm..after that slacked around in orchard for a little while before we went home..friday was also a very exciting day!! went to ktv with leandra and gang..sang our hearts out whereas marvin sang the most!! you nasty faggot!! sing so many songs..but then,we really enjoyed and right after that, we went to desire bar!! to chiong...damn..it wasnt really a good impression that clubbing is nice as all are indians chilling there..leandra was dancing her hearts out!! with nick..while we took shots of tequila and drag half a jug of vodka.cool!

vivian chalet

2006-04-23T18:35:00.000+08:00

went to vivian chalet because it was her advanced birthday celebration.some guys and some gals went there includin me and classmates and her friends family. so we felt rather left out by her as she had to entertain many people and so,she missed out our truth or truth session. she vomit upon drinking 1 cup of vodka peach mixed with sprite. so hardeep thought she was also a drinker..played arm-wrestling with zhi hao and rayson, zhi hao right hand won mine although we engeged in a very long match,but left hand easy win haha..rayson also won my right hand cause right after zhi hao, i challenge rayson then my arm was like fully numb,no more strength,anyway i also can predict even if i have strength,i would still lose to rayson,still rayson left hand lose to me haha..played pool at downtown east as it was rather cheap,1 hour 4 bucks so hardeep was the champion..i also vomit and got drowsy because maybe i drink too fast..drank just 1 cup of beer mixed with vodka peach 40% alc., 1 cup of 20 year old bacardi 43% alc.mixed with sprite and finally 1 cup of 20 year old bacardi 43% alc. mixed with coke. this resulted in myself being uncomfortable and so,i forced myself to vomit.havent even chiong jack daniel's whisky i down liao..the whole night hardeep,dang and me never sleep..haha..talked through the night till dawn.knew a lot of my classmates secrets but vice versa.so,so dang went home in the morning after chilling at mcdonalds'. after that, played pool at tampinese as hardeep had an urge to challenge me..sianz..always lose to him except 2 rounds.1 round real skill, the other by luck.sianz the gals saw my hp pics liao...got nothing to hide damn..hahaz..peace out.

leandra!!! slack & chill...

2006-04-22T01:16:00.000+08:00

friday was a boring day at school but only at night, it rocks..school was again the usual thing..and i noticed today's team i dun really liked it.maybe cause my team-mates were sort of not so cooperative.9 of our classmates went to causeway point to eat our dinner when the second meeting start.we kept on making fun of zhi hao and rayson where in the later part, hardeep and rayson said i liked hamster..hahaz..so lame.then i told them i dun like and proof to them by going to hamster and tell her they say i like you, you think i like you a not? haha..that was courageous frankly speaking.after that,hamster was like duh and we went back to do our presentation but ismadi and mido already almost done finish the fuckin presentations without waiting for us..it was difficult to communicate with them maybe cause i seldom talked to them and their impression of me is that i m a darn fuckin slacker.anyway, i suddenly have this gut feeling that hamster doesnt behave the same as in the past maybe because she feel awkward upon me telling her that hardeep and zhi hao say i like her? anyway, zhi hao had gathered his courage to talk to shu ting lol...the presentation went on smoothly and so it ended and i went to meet tino,marvin, ammar,nick ,leandra and 2 gals...we went to orchard to slack and chill and at cineleisure marin saw one gal who was really hot and she has this buddha-like tatto on her back,so marvin very tense but 1 thing,he has no BALLS so he dun dare to ask to take picture of the gal tattoo,so nick helped us out and i went to take the photo but i'm not posting hehe. after that we proceed to star bucks again..the usual place to chill..then we started off as true or true since none of them wanna play dare.asked a lot of questions and after that we went to play pool..leandra was in her usual hyper active self and she rocks in playing pool..frankly speaking she's good.so took her pic...

she's cool duh!! hahaz

so we went off after that since its quite late already...hahaz..peace out homies i enjoyed myself today!!

the time that i really feel "belonged" to rp

2006-04-20T17:53:00.000+08:00

the "breakin the ice" time is up, knew all my classmates finally and going with the flow in rp,like what people say..after the rain,it would be a nice weather..i met 2 very good friends, hardeep and zhi hao..in class, they are like my gang and there are still many good friends in my class such as siva, rayson, mei ling,sadiq and many more..gals such as nashiha a.k.a "my humps lover" were also very good friends.anyway,there's quite a lot of "hot" gals out there in rp campus.siva's face really appeal funny to me and some of the boys.from the first day of school till now,i have been laughing at him and although i know its rude to laugh at his face, but i can't control and zhi hao either too..zhi hao's a muai thai fighter so wootz..and hardeep is a hardcore mos clubber...but its very surprising less than 3 people in my class know abathing ape the brand...

today was a very slack day at school..and the first break came where zhi hao, hardeep and me went to 7 eleven to buy some food, but there was a long queue going on inside..we decided not to buy and so there's this 3 people approach me and they have interestin backgrounds,all 3 of them are reporters, one from republic poly and 2 from lime magazine..and they were like telling me to be their model for lime and republic poly..as i dressed very fashionable..dotx...then i was thinking,i'm short, so how m i going to be their model,and my blemishes!! lol they wanted me to go attend their photo shoot next week...but i was hesitant so hardeep helped me answer yes no porblem for him..so i gave them my e-mail,name and handphone number...lol..then i told hardeep, you pull me down in malay haha.anyway,i'm still considering haha..marvin class more rox, his classmate is leanndra veronica!! singapore idol top 5 finalist..lol..anyway thats bout it peace out.

First day of studying in RP

2006-04-17T23:49:00.000+08:00

i'm so sicked, so sicked of rp teaching method..life in rp itself is already weird itself by their way of teaching methods..everyday must do presentation and somemore got homework..wtf is this..i thought rp is suppose to have no homework..my first day of rp already hit rock bottom..the canteen is flooded with people during all the breaks and my class is really not very fun to hang out with.everyone's keeping to themselves unlike other classes..and i'm so stressed and under depression..its like the world itself is falling on me..the rp network system is sort of faulty where thousands of people connect to the rp wireless network during class and its very lagged..there are errors with quiz which cause me to have an "imcomplete" status for my quiz and i am predicting that my 1st module is going to fail..wad about going to university? darn it..just wanna fuck the system upside down...the presentation was like not a very good experience for me where the facilitator had some miscommunication with us which made the whole team doesnt know wad to do..so i had to think like fuck to get the solutions...after that one of our team mates were suppose to upload the slide into the webby for the facilitator to grade but when i went to marvin house to check the folder, there is no slide and i dun have a hard copy of the presentation...fuck man..our presentation was also very different from other teams which make us "original"..to say it badly,its out of point or sumting like that..so there came 2 new students to join our cohort and one was elton and mei ling...mei ling is a china guy i thought his name was a ladys'.so the whole day in rp i did not get to eat anything except drink water..life was hard for the first day in rp..i was wondering,how m i going to survive for the remaining 3 years? so if we can't change the system, we just had to adapt ourselves to the system..such was the simplicity of it...i really hated problem-based learning where i have to work hard everyday instead of last-minute studying..

Carrefour old indian security suck cock!!!

2006-04-16T00:50:00.000+08:00

i'm fuckin pissed and fed up right now while blogging...my mood and day had been ruined by this specific old indian security guard working at carrefour..he's my most hated indian in my life for now damn..never had problems with indians right until just now..the incident just sparked off with his unprofessionality in his job..carrefour betta sacked him for his incompetency...he just got off scot-free after the incident with jeffey in the passposrt concerning the passport...and now its my prob with him..
my work ended at 11 pm and i was like hurrying to go back to bukit batok to meet up with hafiz as we intend to meet and chill happily..but when i was going to take the bag at the security office.there was nobody,what does it mean nobody...aint at least 1 security guard suppose to be inside the office to moniter the carrefour terrains? fuck it man i waited for 10 mins and got impateint and went back to the security post where staff and promoters changed their ic for their pass to work...there sat an indian guy who is a security guard and i told him nicely and politely how m i going to take my bag in the security office..he just shrugged it off and told me to wait...i asked wait until when and he told me until 11.30 where the door to the security office would open and i can get my bag..i was alright with it and waited until 11.30pm..as the last MRT train i can still rushed for it...but a 11.30pm,there was still nobody in the secutrity office..so i went back to ask him and he told me to wait...i was already getting impatient and i was fine with it..and suhaime, and another malay guy also tried helping me but to no avail..as they are just normal staff...so i got fuckin impatient and went back to confront him..below is the fuckin conversation of me and him..

mi :hey!! when is the security office goin to open?
that ass: i dunno, just wait lo..
mi :wad do u mean wait? (getting very fucked tub impatient)
that ass:wait la,wait until the guy comes off(trying to shrug it off jus like that)
mi : i dun care you better called the guy to come and open the door now(authority tone)
that ass: i dunno,its yr problem,which section are you in? who in charge of u?
mi : textile department,zeina in charge of me
that ass:then call zeina la
mi : i dun have zeina hp number and she go back already.
that ass:then yr problem liao...
mi : wad the fuck! you better call the guy to open the door or else i'm going log a complaint
that ass: go complain lor
mi : motherfuckin cheebye!!! (shouting ,and all eyes on me)
that ass:...(stunned)
mi : walked off and punch the wall

after that,joined my colleages and saw 1 high position staff walked pass..so my fren stopped her and told her my problem..then,she called somebody and right after that..the guy came..and he lead me into the office and demand my name and ic..i then confront him:" you wan my name and ic for wad?" and he said: "just write down" then i replied:" u must tell me wad you want it for then i write down" after that he said the security i argued with said i did not comply with the rules and i was thinkin,wtf i wanna complain and now its another way round..then i told him the whole story and he hesitate a while and still he want my particulars..then i wrote remi, ic: szzz...fuck care with him..gave him a prank ic number..he did not went to see it and i escape with it..but damn,i forgot they have my particulars when i signed into carrefour..damn i decided not to work already after this incident..to hell with my lack of cash to buy apparels..the day was saved when my friend asked me to take taxi with her as my last train had already gone off,anyway the taxi fare could be claimed by carrefour...

it was boring day for me..back to work

2006-04-15T01:17:00.000+08:00

it was boring when i woke up in the morning to realised that i am broke, broke and broke again.no money to spend...its worse than death some people say..now,i feel the same way too..so, called my ex lady boss to ask if i can work carrefour again..so i can have some money to buy bathing-ape apparels..my boss agree as she hasnt found a substitude...it was yet another boring day to work as there is nothing to do and somemore,i cant sit down..so i went to buy a drink for hafiz before going to gombak to find marvin...then marvin had this fuckin post..

seems to me he has rot on the stairs haha..
so i went home to bathe and went to work somemore the pay same even though it good friday, a holiday!! so pathetic..but due to my cash flow desperate-ness..i worked..the ended very soon and marvin came to find me as he is at suntec...went to chill with hafiz right after reaching bukit batok...sianz..dunno when m i going to work till sia..i want BATHING APE camo sweater and jeffrey says it cost either 300 bucks or going 1k..darn it..peace out

went to eat a new delicacy introduced by hafiz..

2006-04-14T00:40:00.000+08:00

today was quite a special day for me...woke up in the morning and went to find hafiz while accompaning him to set up his store for guardian...ate delifrance while drinking soya bean while we talked our fill today..decided to meet up later on as i had nothing in mind to do..during the afternoon,shafika had went for her makeover thingy while i accompany hafiz to join shafika as later on hafiz intend to buy slip on shoes for himself..while waiting for shafika shoot,marvin called and wanted to joined us so he came over and all 4 of us went to try indian food as i told hafiz i wanted to try..the food came and its like the shop speciality dish which we ordered sumting that looks like roti-prata and inside the prata is mutton/chicken...which cost not very expensive..and its definitely cheaper than starbucks haha..ate to our fill and took some pics for memory..

thats hafiz in the background drinking his water..haha..he looks stunned

oh my face looks weird..maybe i adjusted the image too horizontally..haha

haha,all the food we finish!!!

shafika is savouring the drink until her eyes are closed..

anyway its pretty lame that they mediacorp cast told shafika to go so early just to wait until 8+ then they start filming her...and they really pathetically ended at 12+...hafiz is surely rottin..as he never followed me and marvin to orchard..
the day then goes on where wing came to meet us...as he had just finished his outing with his new rp friends..we shopped around and stussy doesnt sell the bermudas i wanted!! oh well nvm i can save my money..so we went multiple places and went to our chill out place, starbucks @ opposite cineleisure..haha so wing kept on making me laugh as his actions appeal stupid to me..then took some pics again..

wing again..stirring his drink which is seldom seen in starbucks..so,the day got very bored and we went home..our separate ways where in the mrt..marvin got pretty pissed by my speech and told me bout my prob..but in the end..still, i managed to explain my way out..haha then did some things as marvin got his pathetic pay which is so little..upon reaching home..i feel very tired dunno why and slept..woke up at 3am to bathe and turned here and there on the bed until 6+..had some crazy dreams about the gal in rp and taking injections...peace out

went to rp for IT helpdesk..

2006-04-13T00:49:00.000+08:00

the thing i remember went i woke up was that i was dreaming a dream that was really nice..jus like a fantasy...anyway the time was 9.30 when i woke up..darn it..my alarm din went off..so i faster get ready myself and went to nukit gombak to see the chinese acupuntualist to fix my right thumb as the day before i played rugby with sebas at bp and sebas twisted my thumb which injured my nerve..it swell up big and juicy went i reach home and the ordeal of fixation of my thumb was painful and more painful...16 bucks for that shit and went to meet marvin before going to rp..met up with wing on the way there and as usual wing ran to find us again...haha...the day was hot and a disaster for me..as my thumb cant move..i felt partially handicapped..which remind me of a fuckin incident that happened at woodlands mrt station 2 days ago where we were about to go through the entrance of the mrt and i blind man came tapping his stick towards my direction..i tried to dodge it to another direction and he tapped to the another direction which the stick got stuck onto my legs..after that he stared at me and scold me "fuck u cheebye" damn..wanna me to lose face..so i mumbled to myself "fuck u"..but i was really tense so i turned and shouted back at him "fuck u" which made all eyes locked onto me..fuck them man..i was wondering the man is really blind or faking it..blind still can stare?
anyway a lot of problems encountered when i reached rp..sent the laptop in and had to wait for 1h 30 mins before collecting it..so i went to have my breakfast and i accidentally poured the soya bean drink onto the table which was in a mess..cause the cleaner lots of prob..later at lunch..ate handmade noodles and poured the chili sauce again..damn..so suai..anyway muff and wing were unfortunate as well..we went to the library to chill as we had to wait and the principle of the school came and saw muff and wing wearing slippers and were lectured...wing asked if sandals are allowed and the principle said its fine so wing replied with " then i wear slipper and put a string there also can la?" wing!! u trying to be funny or wad? then the principle replied with" if u do that,u would be cheating the system,might as well disobey the system" haha..wing got so tense upon hearing the principle saying" i can have you kicked out of the school" lol...one thing i dun like is,the principle said board shorts are not allowed to wear into the school,even bermudas!! darn it..anyway the library is very big!!!

yea thats wing in the pic..wearing my so-called ski cap and in the background,is the library.

thats me...

back to wing again..

anyway after that went home to bathe and sleep..at night time, chill with hafiz and did a silly mistake again..poured hafiz coffee drink..haha..he's jeans kana a bit coffee..sianz..and went home right after that to play dota ba..peace out.

a very bad first day in rp...successful computin

2006-04-10T21:05:00.000+08:00

today was 1 of the sickest days i had ever felt in my life...woke up early in the morning and took bus 187 to rp with marvin and his fren,calyn...i was at first anticipating something exciting would happen..but it was an upturn for me...went into my classroom and it was all quiet..the student leader was a china-gal from wad i seen..but at least she looks quite good...anyway,her first reaction was dumbfound when she saw me...lol..m i weird lookin of wad? btw the theme of today's lesson is " successful computing" and who knows my laptop can't work cause its not windows xp professional..facilitators came in and help but to no avail i must book an appointment with them on wed to fixed this shit..it was so embassasin and awkward when that happens..the class consist of 25 students and only 1 of the chinese gals look darn pretty to me..but she was about my height and she was seated at other table...glances were exchanged but never too long..damn, i felt memerise by her..anyway the others were not attractive..and the boys over there were like nerds from jupiter,not men from mars...knew 2 guys who was seated next to me and both were not chinese,1 was silva,an indian while another, sadiq, a malay but he looks very chinese...anyway, i had to share with others their laptop cause my laptop dun have a joint domain with rp as it was bought from outside rp..hence this incident happen...
sad to say muff's class also suck big time alike to me...there are also no pretty gals in his class except for 1 chinese gal that is presentable...anyway my break started and it was not the same timing as my frens aka muff,wing,cai hui? and wenqi ba.so i just had to slacked my time away very dully...life doesnt seem what i expected to be in rp..i wonder can i still keep my vows? i really hope so..anyway..after this shit i went to orchard with muff and wing to buy my fossil watch and bape shoe and these really cost a bomb to me..damn now i'm really bankrupt..havent updated my personal particulars at rp as there was no time...haha..anyway the bape sta shoes were at first i thought very cool and outstanding..but when i reached back and tried it on..it elt weird as it really was too striking..i should have listen to muff and wing's advices on buying the orange one...

damn sorri i too lazy to make the picture smaller cause i too tired and i dun have adobe photoshop to make my life easier..by the way...muff bought a new urban male bag which was so big and also, a VOLCOM wallet!!! again,volcom volcom volcom..he's really a hardcore fan of volcom man...we slacked at starbucks too and i was like teaching wing how to use the bluetooth and configuring it..

nice cigarettes layout...thanks for muff cigs so i can help him make this ass..

yeah this is our usual chilling place!!! starbucks cafeteria near heeren!!!

yay,hail to our wonka freak!!! the hong kong mix china blood who is having a candid shot..
anyway tomorrow i have to go rp for the presentation again and it just is not working out for me..the student leaders also told us how is rp teaching method which i thought it really is not good for me...peace out and hope tomorrow is a better day for me..

marvin came to buy FBT clothings..

2006-04-09T00:24:00.000+08:00

today is yet another boring day for me..went to eat my breakfast by myself and went out minutes later for work..the same old routine going on as usual when taking ma transport and went to work...johan, one of the staff over there suck big time as he's realli a fuckin backstabber...on friday i left early at 10.30pm so as to meet hafiz and marvin to slack and i before i go i informed him..he replied me with ok,no problem..i was in the train while going home when suddenly i got a sudden phone call from my lady boss on why i left early and not at 11pm sharp..johan informed her of my truancy and now i realised why many staff in carrefour did not like johan.even for some malays besides jeffrey.

anyway,the day started off slow and time-comsuming..such that the minutes had become hours to reach..i kept on going to da toilet and storeroom to eat my time off.at dinner break,jeffey and kai feng came to visit me after they chiong bugis and jeffrey offered to help buy me the new STUSSY catalogue at kinokuniya..and it cost 22 bucks only to see a few pages which was nothing new to me..

at night..marvin came to visit me as he wanna buy some FBT singlets for himself..haha..so i showcase him of the products i'm selling at he bought 2 singlets of different colour...after that slack with him for about 15 mins before going back to show my face so that johan know i went off at 11pm..darn it he's so fucked up fussy...so here are my workin place pics..

that is ma FBT signboard...

followed by the clothings...

anyway its fucked tub standing there and wait for the time to pass so i try to talk to the crew over there a lot...anyway i told marvin stuffs about ABATHING APE and he's like not very interested in it..haha...so i took a pic with myself in the stupid carrefour polo tee in the lift when i'm going to reach my house..

lol..i look weird haha..maybe co my hair suck big time now..thats the reason why..and somemore i dun have adobe photoshop..heez anyway logged into myrp webby and found out my block,level and room..damn..marvin diffrent from me but wenqi almost all the same as me except for the class..lol..the new republic poly seems small to me after seeing the map..it seems that there is no swimming pool and many other facilities." sianz" "wtf" kept on incurring into my mind...peace out homies..

watched ice age 2 with brandon,jeffrey and kf

2006-04-07T00:15:00.000+08:00

went out in the morning to pass 10 bucks to hafiz so that i will be going to millenia institude carnival on may...after that chilled at burger king outside with kai feng upon seeing her as she went to pass her working punch card to her superior..she kiasu kiasu bought 4 muffins at breadtalk as 2 muffins only cost 2.50 bucks.lol..after that went to ma crib to chill out as she had nothing to do so she played ps2 while i played dota with wing and wing being the host was so laggy shit which i died quite a few times in the start..but luckily killed 4 heroes in the start too..after tht i was dc lol..played jay zhou dvd for her to see as she was bored of playing gta san andreas..kai feng then told me i looked like a gal when i was dressed to bust out at orchard..lol
met up with brandon and jeffrey later on and went around window shopping while kai feng bought a mango shirt..went into topshop at wisma and i saw 1 pair of shades which i felt like owning it which i told brandon to try it on haha...

watched ice age 2 at about 7.20pm and throughout the whole show,kai feng was laughing madly as well as the ppl inside the movie hall..brandon thought it was nice too while jeffrey din gave any comments bout it..though i seldom laughed throughout the show..

lol for me though..after that we slacked a while in mcdonalds' before brandon proceed to lot 1 to k box to meet up with premy and gang..haha..so jeffrey, kai feng and me was slacking at dhoby ghaut mrt station there to wasted our time as the night is still early..talked about taekwondo,flash and many things..busted out the train and went home...to post this piece of crap haha... wing then update me that the lecturers in rp would be checking our laptops,then i was like hey!! its my private property dude..damn..

haha,thats me in the lift while going home..peace out.

coffee bean..christian name

2006-04-05T19:57:00.000+08:00

i struggled to get up as dad woke me up to gatecrash the lawyer office at jurong west in the mornin..upon reaching the place..i add a christian name for myself as everyone always pronounce my name wrongly for aik koon to ai koon(hokkien:wants to sleep)..haha anyway i got the procedures done and went back to watched mtv asia..but there's nothing interested at that timing..so i met up with marvin in the afternoon to drink coffee bean(usual hangout) as we slack our time there..before we reached there were 3 secondary school gals there too and 2 of them are so hot!!! but i wasted my chance as i hesitate on getting their numbers..muff was then smoking his time off with these cigarettes...indonesian import!!!

as time flies..we got very bored as we waited for hafiz..initially was going to play aggo-skate but when i prepared everything..it rained!! damn..so hafiz slacked at my house before he went to fetched shafika..peaceout

bape and stussy

2006-04-05T16:38:00.000+08:00

in our everyday lifes..fashion would play a fuckiN part in this long journey.i was wondering,fashion pays a price in this shit and this means cash..i mean ppl waould rather buy diamonds than fabric rite? but it seems the 21st era has changed it otherwise in my life...ppl use their hard-earned cash to buy these designers fabric than buy diamonds..lol for teens..for me,surf apparels is a mus in this society..such the fact that stuSSy and quiksilver are my fuckin preference...bape,silly thing,obey,x-large has also entered my life recently although i recognised their brands in the past..

cool pics huh? anyway these clothins are great but it realli cost a bomb...especially the bape products..hmm..looks like i should end this shit..so enjoy

rent 40 yr-old virgin vcd and street soccer

2006-04-05T00:48:00.000+08:00

slept fuckin 2 hours down the line and played street soccer with muff,hafiz,wing,kl and his frens in the early morning at 7+..anyway the match was sort of nothing special except that i can finally score...lose to kl team and he has 1 fren whom myself think he's good..especially ball-handling skills..doctor asked me to rest for 2 weeks ans yet the 5th day i play already and continued to injured myself..lolx...wing scored the first goal of that day(FIRST BLOOD!!! in dota) haha..then retire for the day as his head hit the goal post..lol..after that went home to bathe and went out with muff an fiz to rent vcd to watch..initially we intended to watched 8 mile,but it was taken so we decided on the 40 yr old virgin..came to ma home to watch..but i dun think its very funny..cause there are very few clips which humoured me..haha..after that muff and fiz went to work while i went to sleep for 2 hours before doin some stuffs..lolx..slacked with muff at midnight..hmm..peace out

2006-04-03T18:57:00.000+08:00

today was sort of a nice day...jeffrey jio me to orchard to find brandon so we can meet up and have lunch together but i can't cause eariler on i agreed with hafiz and muff that i would go there with them..so went to orchard at bout 4+..hmm..sianz..went there and spent approximately 100 bucks on a pair of headphones which is streetwise...with camos design and is a product from japan..lol

yeah thats about it so bought a ski cap with a hole in the middle..haha bought it without tryin and it realli rox..went to starbucks too and brandon called to find me at starbucks with jeffrey to see hows muff been doin..lolx..anyway,i tried to reconcile both brandon and muff by doin some stupid introductions,initially both of them felt awkward but brandon's still his usual cheerful self..haha..anyway it did turn out fine and jeefrey as usual is wearing a cheerful smile hahaz..went passed raffles mrt station and there's this promoter trying to make a charity..in the end spent 10 bucks of me and muff sharing the price..while drawing money from the atm..the gal's like hittin on me..lolx..went to wisma atria to check out topshop apparels..damn,its cheaper than surf apparels..but surf still my preference..

leg injured

2006-03-25T03:11:00.000+08:00

wootz..today was a damn slow long day for mii!! force myself to wake up in da morning to go to ocbc bank with kl to make his new ocbc account..which lasted a very long time..after that bust down to bukit gomabk medical hall to check out my fuckin leg and wrist which was injured..the doctor realli show no remorse and mercy to cure me...he twist and turned my leg and wrist..which ws quite painfully done and those bone cracking sounds were there..loud and clear..he rock homie...aftr that, he bandaged me and i was crippling back to my house..lol

still have to go work no matter wad haha..while working i was scolded several times for chit-chatting wit my mates and wootx..one group of gals approached my products and there was 1 pretty gal which kept on smiling and being polite to me..i felt like melting..gosh..after work,talked to jeffrey bout someone and gangs and stuff so i went back to slack wit muff before going home to remove my bandge..so my leg really healed quite fast as there was no more bone sticking out after the doc shifted it back..lolhaha peace out crapz..

knee injury and fang ping

2006-03-24T00:43:00.000+08:00

hiya,i'mma back to da blog..yesterday was really my bad fuckin day..went to cck to get sumting from dharma and who knows he pang seh me..later met him at lot 1 mcdonald then gave him a light lecture after that i still did not get my things as hidayat did not reached and hj was waiting...went to orchard to buy stussy jacket and drop their shorts...lol..then proceed to cd shop at cineleisure..also drop many cds at one time luckily my hands are fast managed to catch everyone of them before they land on the ground..

made fun of sebas fren fang ping where we altered her name to fang pi ng..which means emit german gas..lol..poor sebas..after that bust out at starbucks as usual and marvin,hafiz insisted on coming too..jus crashed the cafe!! waited for a fuckin long time where i got impatient and went crazy by distubing them..upon reaching,marvin and hafiz bought their drinks..wootz,thats when marvin met hj haha and no arguments happen,sort of nice that it ends thi way..told marvin to help me get a cup of water and he got it which is actually syrup..fuck it..s sweet,i immediately spit it out damn homie..veri shortly after that..sebas and hj went away first because of bball..moments after chatting and slacking,we went home and i was lectured by mom for hp no battery thingy..went out straight after the changing my clothes and bust out to kl house to play aggroskates..

while wearing playing aggroskates..i tried to do a 180 degree tail grab which failed and landed on my left knee and boom!! i crashed land on my knee which hurts damn painfully and moreover,i was not wearing any guards or jeans..still,continued playin as i thought it was jus a minor injury..but that was jus the beginning as the pain worsen which affects my performance and after taing off my skates,noticed a fuckin swollen bum which was hard and i tried throbbing and rubbing on it but to no avail..the bum does not went off..5 minutes f throbbing later,then i realised..the bum was actually my bone protuding..wootz lol and it really hurts.went home right afte that and went online..ate my dinner and put ice on the wound to try dissipating the pain..still,no effect..so today morning m gonna see a doctor and afternoon,work still have to go on...no money means no enjoyment..hahaz...after ashort while did i noticed that i also injured my wrist when i fell and i used my wrist to support te impact..damn this realli sux..played dota with my frens while challenging other players and was sorta thrashed..going to bust out ma 100 crunches again before going to bathe..peace out and lets just hope tomorrow would be a better day..

asian floor skillz at cineleisure

2006-03-19T03:52:00.000+08:00

life was so boring that i went out with hafiz and muff to orchard the heeren for a breather after rottin for so many days..hafiz bought 1 pair of havana sandals from new urban male and then we went to cineleisure and found sumting nice..it was the asian floor skills 2006 where there were djs from philadephia and host from australia..competitors are from asia so the was this malay group who were warming up their moves and did flares,air tracks,windmills,elbow tracks and many sick moves..it was jus awesome ..after that,went to chill at starbucks and muff almost fell off his chair..lol..after that,went to play pool at bukit timah..

brandon then introduced me a job last minute which was to be ftm promotor at suntec city for only fri,sat and sun..haha..pay only 5 but its better than nothing..peace out

laptop and wireless router

2006-03-15T01:43:00.000+08:00

many boring yet interesting days have passed again..bought a toshiba laptop at it fair and also bought a wireless-g linksys router..com spoil le..but luckily can use laptop waggroirelessly..went to funan it mall,orchard road with marvin, sebastian and wing just now..after that reach home and went out immediately to kl house to chill a while before playing aggro-skating with kl..did a few stunts as usual..the indys and tailgrabs..this time my control of my skates is better than before although i seldom train..went home after that..unemployed currently,no income and had spent over 2.4 k so far for this holiday..m i slave to fashion or wad? dots..almost everything was on clothes..wing had decided to go republic poly instead of repeating..hahaz..peace out homies

republic poly appeal..

2006-03-07T20:25:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a heck of a day...thanks to dad,he fetched hafiz,marvin and me to ngee ann poly in the morning to check out the latest COP and ngee ann poly life sciences and republic poly life sciences COP was so big a difference..where chinese can said it the difference is 1 heaven 1 hell..after we alighted..dad drove off as he had sumting on..the students going to appeal was like a crowd cheering for singapore idol dotx..after that, went to republic poly to check out the new campus..but upon reaching it,the place was sort of in a constuction state..and the rp students were still in their tan ling campus..wasted a trip there and it was sort of disappointing as the students going there to appeal was tiny compared to the crowd at np..sianz..didn't saw any pretty gals over there except for 1 ah lian..hahaz..

today was again a boring day where wing asked me to follow him go republic poly to appeal again..it was again a wasted trip as his DAE results have not come out so its useless to appeal..but at least there was a tinge of hope as this time there were at least 2 gals that were of standard..went to orchard to accompany wing to buy his things but in the end..i spend more money than him..bought a hat and sandals..too bad wing did not see any board shorts to his favour so he did not buy..ate toriQ again as lunch and attacked queensway shopping centre as wing wanna put a number on his bball jersey..hahaz,one-man army? after that,i sold my quiksilver bag to wing second-hand although i used 1 times only..bought it for 85 bucks,sold it at 40 bucks..haha..wing must thanks me and take care of the bag hor..went home bathe and slept after that ate dinner...

again this is the special episode of my AK's life again...

brandon, kuong lim and my bonds are tearing up bits by bits..just like how a jigsaw lose its pieces...haha,its sure seems dramatic and exaggerating but its true..its tearing in a way where out of 3 parts,only 1 part is separate away from the other 2 parts..weird huh? again this is cause by controvesies and how i think differently from them,and vice versa..brandon yes he is being put in a spot between kl and me if you see superficially..but from the municipal spot,he is actually closer to kl..yes brandon i know you are concerned about me..in fact,many individuals are concerned about me too,but this problem can only be tackled by myself..the ones who can help me is i, me and myself k..peace out guys..

a simple day of basketball..

2006-03-05T20:51:00.000+08:00

my day started somnolently at 8.40am in the sunny morning..i washed up and decided to attacked the cck bball court as i had not been playing for decades..missed the feeling..took a long bus ride to cck cc to bust out my skills..to ma surprise, i saw many long-time friends already there playing..so ma cousins and me joined them to play and one of them was huai nan point guard!! damn so long never play with them le so ma speed and pace sorta decreased drastically and so..could not catched up with their speed as my cousin said i was slower than the past..dotx..played only 4 matches and i was left panting while challenging ryan,aka mediacorp artiste..his mum was my dad fren..ironic rite..so,sebastian was there working so i hit up a chat with him..his job to me was damn fucking slack...lolz..after that i went to my cousin house to chill and watched some great videos!! after that went to amk to buy some comics while kenny returned the comics he loaned.sianz,today was so solemn..running on a stagnant rate..i felt as though i was rotting..went home to bathe and slept..as usual,ate japanese ramen dinner at 7++..
hmm,every week is like a dramatic stage..people taking speeches and this leads to the war of words..people attack/shoot/defame me and i did nothing but to deny..wad i want between my friends is a stable yet fun environment..but the situation between my friends are worsening and i think actions need to be taken..for the backstabbers, i never attacked or defamed you so you betta dun give me shitty personality..i'mma tired of all this defamation and dun make me vice versa back to you all..people may think,ak,this is jus a casual remark,y make a big fuss out of it? ya correct,it may be a casual remark but there is a limit to these..jokes are fine to me,but over-doing it is Not fine..i have endured until this day is because of the bonds in the past..

right now i'm stress/rotting....

poly posting results..

2006-03-04T00:04:00.000+08:00

3rd of march,i was in pitch darkness when an overwheming voice thundered my surroundings which awakened me from my bed..my parents were telling me that i was posted to republic poly..my mind blurrish and unclear of wads happening..they said alex had help me checked out my posting results..i was platonic of reality initially..when i checked it out myself..i was unfeeling for a brief moment..the sky is still clear..nothing weird going on..marvin did not slept a wink the whole night as he told me he was xcited to know his postings..he enter a similar course like me..i was biomedical,he biotech..these few months we were talkin and planning our life in np..wad ccas we will enroll..as such..but right now all hopes are dash..its like a judicial execution had just been issued to us so suddenly.then,fiz,marvin and me decided to appeal at np to see if we have a second choice..however,alex made us took the bus an extra mile..in the end,appeal sessions can only start next monday..all of a sudden..i felt as though i had accept fate willingly since marvin had too..however,as time passed..oblivion thoughts incinerate my mind again..i felt depressed,frustrated,languished..on y my grades get me to my 11th choice..i felt as though i had lose my faith upon the High Heavens..Mephistopheles and Lucifer seemed to be enticing me to join their hordes..however..i felt weird..unknown of wad route i should take..evening,went for job interview with wenqi and her friends..i kept shut the whole journey..oblivoius of wad they are talking..i jus felt like i was alone..the job scope sux..its all about sales again..door-to-door sales selling walls ice-cream..i thought these posting results would not have affected me greatly..as i thought i was lackadaisical in the past..sort of harum-scarum..went home without any events going on..fixing my saturated computer frets me up even more..zhen jie invite me to snooker but i never went..and he was a great friend..worrying for me all the time from wad i know.brandon recommended me a job too and i deeply appreciate wad he had done..night time..i took most of the night fixin the motherfuckin com but in th end,those virus kept on coming back..right now really unsure of wad course to take..my parents were encouraging me,from time to time..rp is good..

feuds keep on coming out from my life..brandon,kl and me..are on the rocks..right now i just dunno if i m in the wrong or wad..maybe time will heal these wounds..for now..marvin,hafiz and sebastian are always with me..and i could not have ask for more..in some sort of a way,i realised cynicisms and sardonical remarks are on the loose..today felt weird,i wasn't myself..peace out,gonna restall my faith..

reminescene..for feb 2006

2006-02-23T22:05:00.000+08:00

yO Yo yO!!! back here to drop some posts again yeah..so much things had happened for the past days in february..hmm..jus dunno how to start off..

few days ago,alex,marvin and me went to find some jobs because we are such boring people who are unemployed!! so in hope of serching our freaking job..many were failed prospects so we went to ps to chill and later,all of us ate some wrong food and felt like shittin,so we went to 1 shopping centre to shit...however, all 3 of us were too engrossed in our conversation which made us walked into the wrong toilet..GALS toilet!! fuck man..then there were hints of it being a gal toilet..hints such as ---walls painted pink--- ---all cubicles--- ---sanitary pad bins--- arghh!! and some ladies came in and saw marvin and alex..so they ran out abandoning me in the toilet.. i can pardoned that but alex!! he kept on making a big commotion outside the toilet about me in the gals toilet..the ladies inside the toilet's conversation was like

lady 1: hey,did you heard the guy outside shouting for his mate?
lady 2: ya,i think there's 1 more guy inside the gal toilet..
lady 1: i agree,or else why are they still waiting outside the gal's toilet..

dotx..i was suspected due to alex big fuss..fortunately,i managed to escaped the place safely with marvin's help and geez,there are sensors and cameras outside the toilet..hope my hair is long enough to make the security guards think i'mma a female..

and yeah,bout my 'o' levels, i passed!! thanks the heavens alrite..my prayers are finally answered..got 16 points for 5 subjects..quite ok for me le..so lazy still can get this results..hmm,intending to go ngee ann poly..
these many days of being jobless cause me to generate many thoughts regarding friendship..many people has changed,i had changed too i admit..but not all friends changed for the better,some had changed to worse..some people say they are utterly disappointed in me..for picking up smoking..hmm,does this means my attitude has changed? maybe,i think i changed a little..and yes,right now for my secondary class chinese boys,its having this backstabbing feud..and its sick..but direct stabbing sux too..jus dun wanna put some names alrite.i can be easy-going, laid-back and happy-go-lucky,but sometimes when people tends to step over my head..i get tensed up..i'll try to be calm..but at the end of the day,i'll still remember wad those people has done to me..althought very frequently i'mma very forgetfull..thats y blogging is here for..hahaz

went to sentosa palawan beach today with sebas and marvin..alex has chalet,din't managed to come join us..but,its good he never come..cause its soo boring at sentosa in the moring,nice timing marvin..for u to choose such an early timing where all the beach babes are still sleeping at home..played volleyball by ourselves..but we can't play the court cause we lacked 1 more player..so its quite lame to pass aroound..but its fun to me..zzz..recorded down in ma phone some clips..put 1 in friendster liao,but marvin said he can't see it..haizz..today also went for swensons job interview..not nice!! 4 bucks an hour,still must work part-time after go poly..like fucked man..

work again..

2006-01-16T19:17:00.000+08:00

these past few days had been too busy to post some stuff bout ma life..life was boring except that i spent a lot of cash again.yesterday marvin came to visit me at giant and we went to orchard pacific plaza to buy some stuffs.bought 1 quiksilver sling bag and long-sleeve shirt..the buyin of shirt realli wasted my time.i took a medium size to try and realised that its too tight and i cant fit in..and so i took a large size and tried it..i managed to wear it but it the chest area seemed too toght again..so,in the end,i ended up with buyng an extra large shirt which is just comfortable and nice..hahaz..after that,marvin wanted to eat sushi so we went to yuki n yaki to have buffet and ice-cream buffet..damn..costed me 24 bucks..in the end we did not enjoyed the feast cause we were like having a competition on who eats the most..so,marvin ate 20 plates,some beef,seafood and an ice-cream.while i ate 17 plates,seafood,watermelon and 2 ice-cream..after that our tummies bloated and we were struggling in pain..damn,since when did ma appetite vanished..so,we slacked and did some chilling stuff after that,marvin wanna sleep so he insisted that we took a cabby..so we hired a cab and went to ma house to slack with hidayat..hmm,thats bout it

the overview of these few days iz that i had been worrying too much on ma o levels..and i realised the o level results are coming out on 10 feb instead of 27 feb..so fast..thanx for hidayat info.hmm,besides yesterday..marvin also went to coffee bean wit me to chill and work realli sux..however,sumtimes there are pretty gals to ogle at,but i dun really ogle..i admire them..hahaz..today while helping an auntie to take her goods on the top of the roof of the warehouse,the goods fell and landed on ma head..dotx..luckily i trained my head at breakdancing or else it would have had hurt a lot..bought a pair of dumb-bells today..and i was like cheated.the box says that it weighs 8kg so i bought it and found out that it only weighs 4kg..dotx..maybe the box is just trin to tell me that 2 dumb-bells add together 8kg..ya thats all peace out.

workin in imm giant..

2006-01-11T18:33:00.000+08:00

these few days are quite boring..everyday is lifeless..i have switched my part-time job to working as a mobile boy in IMM giant for F&N..sianz always re-stocking goods and going to wrehouse but can't find the stocks i wanted..anyway,the job is quite slacked,with no supervisors watching mi..but sometimes coca cola ppl will come and put goods so they will checked on mee..and i was told i would worked at afternoon shift..until night so wad de..anyway i lost my pen knife while working halfway..then doing my work now needs pen knife here and then..this part-time job sux..pay also not good,moreover..i'mma alone working in such a big hyper-market all by myself..kl is said to be working in punggol..more worse than me..wing havent started work..surely enjoying life..but seriously speakin,nothing to do at home also boring..so far..cut my hair myself now very weird too..the hair at the ear there gone liao..so it makes my sideburns very distinct..significant..and chinese new year is coming!! and why m i working at imm? because i'm there to promote F&N coca cola drinks for new year!! anyway,peace out..

bad weather at east coast..

2006-01-05T12:19:00.000+08:00

yO! today came posting again..yesterday was a very very bad day..kl,marvin,sebas and me intend to go east coast and play wind-surfing..so we meet at jurong east station and alighted at bedok,thus taking bus to east coast which kl did many stupid things..like the bus 401 incident..and we walked fuckin long to reach the wind-surfing hut..which rents wind-sails..however,just as we were about to rent..the rain came again and the sea's high tide..bigger then ever and the lightnings also joins in..sianz..which means our purpose to east coast today was ruined..walked back to the bus station in the rain which make us drenched..wasted us lots of time and so,kl went to his grandma house and marvin,sebas and me followed me to orchard to buy some of ma things..spent money again..dotx..went straight home after that..

today was boring too..went to the doctor in da morning and waited for about 1h30mins before my turn..so long and it was like only 8.30am in da morning yet soo many ppl..the doctor must have sumting that attracts her customers back like bees to honey..after that,walked home from jurong east to my home..quite near..surf the net a while before postin these things..later still have things to do..haha..peace out guys

a day at east coast..

2006-01-03T21:32:00.000+08:00

wEnt to eAst cOAst yesterday..quite refreshing experiences over there..its kinda boring when kl,sebas,marvin and wing met up with me as we took the mrt to paya lebar and took bus to east coast..far and borin..wasted lots of time to enjoy..firstly,kl and me bought our aggro skates there to play..and we skate as myself did a few stunts..one of it i fell as i was carrying a bag which causes me to lose the equilibrum balance..a few malays then laughed at me hysterically..which made me uncomfortable and so,i shouted at them,"what!"
And they replied with" what!" too..and so i shouted back,"not happy izzit?" as we exchanges stares..a lot of onlookers then stopped at their tracks and watched the commotion..and so a malay couple behind the malays told the malay bois to stop..fortunately,this thing did not stopped me from enjoying the fun as time passes..kl and me also went to the beginner's corner and saw some pro-skaters doing stunts..not aggressive inline stunts..but normal blading stunts..from sudden fancy brakes to back-skating..which is not in aggressive skating's trick section..anyway,we were intendin to rent some wind-sails for wind-surfing..but the rental time stopped at 6pm..by the time we wanna rent..its alreadi 5.10pm..sign*..gotta come back someday to wind-surf again cause sebas and me had not wind-surf for such a long time..while kl wants to learn from us..hahaz..next time when going east coast..gotta ask more ppl to join us i n wind-surfing..heez..played rugby by the beach and my collar bone got injured which bled quite a lot..but its still a small wound i thought..played volleyball with a soccer ball too..duhz..after that..went to eat dinner..very full!! had western dinner..peace out

today wAs quite boring too..woke up earli in da morning and used com a while..too bad i seldom played com games..after that kl,marvin and me went to briefing at F&N about work..sianz..lasted quite long and we busted out at lot 1..to catched the chinese tell story movie..anyway the show's a comedy!! for those ppl out there who is lame..this show suits you!! eat a lot of food at lot 1..so,gotta go..peace out guys..

aggro-skating

2006-01-02T11:53:00.000+08:00

yO i'mma back to da blog..got my pay a few days ago by working at motorola night shift weekends..but within a days.aLL the bUcks were spent! aggro-skates cost me 360 bucks..dotx,its xpensive and yet i still went ahead to buy it..clothings total up over 500bucks..even myself was surprised on how much i could spent with my hard earned money..anyway,i went to train my aggressive skating and i learnt frontside-grind...and stalling,quite happy for the learning rate i'mma going..but tough luck for kl,he just kept on fell down and got injured..but it seems to me he felt no pain..he just kept on trying without giving up..determined boi.both of us also tried jumping off curbs and doin air tricks such as indys,tailgrabs,180s,lui kang and many more..but i just can't succeed in ma 360 spin..gotta work harder..after training street,we skate back to westmall and i got injured just by standin on skates at night,creepy!! maybe i stepped onto sumting accidentally and thats the result of my injured tailbone..rested during the next day cause when i walked,i felt pain..damn..the day after next,went back to skating and learned more tricks...kl got injured on his shoulder by jumping off 4-5 steps staircase because he tied his skates too loose and mid-air while jumpin,his skates came out and resulted him in doin a 5-star frog splash onto the ground..backyard wreastling huh?..on some occasions,while grinding on benches,i injured my tailbone and butt too..sign* however,the worse case of injury is while going down a slope which i can't stopped,so i grabbed the lamppost,but being too fast,i did not stopped and flew mid-air while grabbing onto the rail and landed on the edge of the curb..my wrist twisted homies!! arghh,gotta buy some wrist protection gloves soon..peace out..

pay day..

2005-12-23T21:35:00.000+08:00

Geez,today woke up damn early in da mornin..but i dun see any worms..just being lame..anyway,morning was kinda borin..probably at the late afternoon..my bro sux! he went into a fit when i took his booster and gave me a jab on ma balls!! ouch..it realli wasn't a nice feeling frankly speaking..lata..i felt weak after that hit but life still has to go on..went to da atm bank and check my accounts..by then did i realised marvin earned extra bucks more than me and kl..nvm..anyway sebas jio us to go for another work interview where we worked for the F&N coca cola company..a drink promoter that is..but we just dun felt like doin that job..we'll just see in future ba..anyway,after that we went to orchard road to spent our bucks..bought a pair of quiksilver surf pants and some skate shirts!! marvin spent the most where kl did not spent anything..after that we went to eat before going to queensway shopping centre to buy aggro skates..unfortunately,there doesn't sell our size..nvm..its alright,saves my money anyway..marvin then bought some more things again..he realli knows how to enjoy..so after that we went back to bukit batok and i followed marvin to guardian to buy some stuffs..where there got discount cause hafiz workin..hmm..went home to chill after that..peace ouT!

december holidays

2005-12-22T12:07:00.000+08:00

its been such a long time since i went postin,today..fortunately i can get off ma cosy bed and stopped being lazy and post some of my life fragments..had been working restlessly during the weekends..pay quite good for me..and there are misunderstoods here and there..most of the days of holiday i had been slacking non-stop...this friday heard that i'mma getting ma pay..yay! finally i can buy my aggro skates along with kl..who told me to wait for him to get his pay before buying aggro skates..and i also have many things to buy in mind..so far as i know ma class had been spilt into groups..not united,for most who had already realised...unfortunately,i have been single for so long that time realli flies..have someone in mind..but it is hard to describe..where only"so near yet so far" can sort of read my feelings..so far,the people around me are fine,except for some misunderstandings for all i know..wing has also return from hong kong..no more SEAFOOd for ya..hahazz..so far,alex help dyed my hair which turn out to be orangy gold..sux..so i went to buy black bleach and darken the colour..haha..anyway,my outlook has sortta changed..probably changed for the better..i realli dun feel "me" hahaz..umm..but its actually quite ironic..cause i think i m being more"me" than in secondary school..anyway,not doin anything at home realli was boring..so guys out there go get alive! stop staying at home bore yrself to debauch..

prelims are over..disappointin

2005-09-30T20:41:00.000+08:00

the school prelims are over...and my mood has sunk deeper within restlessness..kl invite me to play pool but i never went there cause i thought it was too late and my parents never liked me playin pool as they thought i would invite trouble as they have this mindset that pool outlets are hangovers for gangsters and does not liked me being with them..however, gangsters also have good ones..like some that i know..it also seems that i have not played pool for such a long time and had not post sumting on my bloggy..some of the prelim results have surfaced and it was a total disappointment for me as i did not do well as i expected..anyway,things does not always go yr way ritez..there is bound to have obstacles and problems thoughout our lifes..my maths results was atrocious frankly speakin and most of all..i failed.hmm..i also have this premonition that i would fail badly for my combined science..gotta put in effort in my studies..it also reflects that i had not ever put in my utmost in studying..o levels are coming, i think i'mma going to start studying before i regret..these few days had been playing my ps2 non-stop just wanting to complete "god of war" where rezwan borrowed me..my hair had also been growing..this rox..i hate my hair-style right now and i just wanna faster grow back all the hair and wreaked some havoc with my hair.there are also many controversies happening throughout me and around me..just dun wanna talked bout it anymore..peace out homies.

skateboardin with hidayat..

2005-09-14T21:00:00.000+08:00

yoz..today wad quite boring whereas mrs choo kicked up a big fuss again cause some 5/2 students did not attend her english class whereas we did short comprehensions..after school went home to change thus meeting marvin where he used mr com to checked his mail and stuffs..went to meet up with hidayat and rafi and went to cck to skateboard..hidayat taiught me many tricks..from ollie to manual to heelflips whereas he showed me some of his stuffs..he realli is a pro duhs..went to mcdonald and marvin was unhappy and angry upon seeing somebody and i went to challenge ryan..my bball fren whereas i won him 1 on 1 where ryan was like hey,y yr legs so hard? including yr body..then i was like replyin: train lo then yr legs will become like that and i was like wearing skate shoes which are so heavy..later,went back and saw rafi where marvin,hidayat ,rafi and i went around cck to skate..hidayat ollie off damn high like the pros in those skate videos and i was like"wow". after that we went to keat hong park and skate where i ollie off some steps where they were saying i learnt so fast..frankly speaking..i thought it was quite an accomplishment and went home at night..hmm..peace out homies.

queensway..cross-country

2005-09-03T21:07:00.000+08:00

Yesterday: kl and marvin came to my house the day before and ton whereas we slept less than 2hrs,marvin was worse as he only slept for 30 mins..kl and wing sat my dad's car with me and went for cross-country..cant run caused buttocks injured..watched them ran as wing paced with mr yuen..boring crapz..went to novena to eat lunch with wing,kl and marvin where wing told us "hei di ku" say him act and think himself very handsome like that..but i also dun know she saying him or one of us..ate long john..went to city hall to switch train..wing ran to toilet say he sick..go home and sleep before going back to school for geography test..haiz..boring!

Today: woke up early in da morning and read magazine..eat roti-prata and chocolate as breakfast..dots gotta train more liaoz..went to sleep again at 12pm until 1pm..wait up eat lunch potatoes and chocolate again..today must have sweet-tooth..keep on eating chocolate..used com watched anime and chat..rushed off to meet kl and wing..missed out rugby match and jalan jalan at queensway shopping centre..there little ppl..tea-break at mcdonald..go home and eat dinner with chocolate again..fruits after that..used com and peace out.

last dance practise

2005-08-27T20:58:00.000+08:00

Yesterday: went to school with a solemn mood probably because of the recent mood swings i developed..felt less interested in some things and school as usual comes with a tinge of boredom..except for today's dance practise and cck idol? probably quite a commotion although we,sec 5s doesn't care for this shit for this is sort of ephemeral happiness..pe lesson was all about practising the cross country where we are suppose to run 4.8 km but kl,wing and i play a fool on our way to the park and instead of running back..went to the exercsie corner and bust up some repetitions of resistance training..went back to school like quidam clowns and had dance practise at school..dots,after that went to watch cck idol without paying duhz..had social studies remediation class and took pics of me and kl topless flashing our muscles..reached home about 9.30pm and regarding cck idol..i had much surprises and had much to descant..ankle injured.

Today: woke up 9+ am quite late cause slept about 4.49am and went to meet kl to go brandon house..as usual..kl came late and had this schadenfreude upon seeing my injured ankle..probably the train waiting had cause his dilatory..went to brandon house and do el homework followed up by the last dance practise near serene home..expatiate near greenridge shopping centre and chiong 2 ice creams whereas kl chiong 4 ice creams cause i can't eat anymore..had some debate over the teacher day dance whereas sec 5s are unevenly treated or sort of unfair as only one sec 5 class is allowed to perform..peace out.

el oral,dun felt like wooing denise already..

2005-08-19T21:36:00.000+08:00

Baka!! today was such an uncool day..el oral sux, lesson sux, my fever sux, gastric problems sux ,saw somebody online but din went to chat cause it sux, everything sux today!!! just vent my anger on ncc..shouted at them sux! sux! sux! and insult them and make fun of them..even stared at the teacher in charged..i sux today too..dunno wad the hell was going on..

another boring day

2005-08-18T21:34:00.000+08:00

boring days it have been for the past few days,has nothing betta to write than to rot around..had high fever yesterday and fever for today..quite uncomfortable as the headaches realli sux badly..din go for today remediation class for i'mma real sick..din go for gym such a long time..tomorrow have el oral exam..dots..peace out.

being clown and offending kl

2005-08-08T20:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's yesterday: Kl slept in my house and cause the last bus and train has gone.waited for somebody for very long in the night but that person never come then kl used the com for blogging and seeing my rugby videos..quite interesting as kl and i talked a lot in coffee bean before going to my house and talk again.shared lots of things although most of it are senseless.still cut a hole in my hair and i also cut a hole in his hair..

Yesterday: in the morning, cut my hair whereas 1 side is bota,while the other side is long hair..dots..kl did the same as me and we went to bugis like that with brandon and brandon was so disgraced that he force us to wear our hats and not show our hair or else he would run away from us..did some shopping and went to brandon house and his parents were all laughing at kl and my hair. after that brandon cut my hair into a mohawk which is so punk..brandon you rox..brandon then cut kl hair like ronaldo..after that,took some photos and went home and saw alex family..got screamed at by my parents for my punk hairstyle and was forced to cut whole head bota caused they say this will affect their reputation..dots..after that went to hidayat house and along my way..alex called and say i lie to my parents say brandon cut for me and actually is go far east plaza cut de..swore to god brandon cut for me then he believe..which means brandon cut hair techniques very good..i also think so too..taled to hidayat for some time before going home and he showed me his make-up.

Today: went to school with kl and hidayat in clown make-up,wheres we got caught by mr lim and was forced to wash our faces and remove the make-up..in the end, only my face look like clown cause my face was damn white and the make-up wont go away where kl's face was maroon coloured and hidayat removed his make-up perfectly..kl was caught by narain and was blacklisted..feel sorry for him cause he told me today after school he would be cutting it and now he was blacklisted..read his blog liao just wanna say i'mma sorry and i didn't thought that you being caught was funny..i know i always treat everything like jokes and am unserious..but i sincerely apologise when at the class where you shouted at the class giving warning where i did not helped you and instead,i backfire you and laughed at you just because i wanna calmed down the atmosphere..hoped you don't treat this matter gravely and don't put this to heart.hadi's cookies he made today was very crispy and nice and he treat us without taking money from us..i thought that was very kind of him too..later after school i went to hidayat house in taxi cause we are in lack of time where rafi go buy cigarettes and go home before meeting us..hidayat,rafi and marvin went to my house upon buying a tiger beer bottle..where marvin buy 2 cans of tiger..went to my home and i took my absolute vodka which is 40% alcohol where we mixed it and and drink near the swimming pool..everyone went high and security guards kept on pestering us cause of complaints of other residents..after that,rafi vomited on the grass and said he wanna go home caused he cannot take it already..very kick,then hidayat also drank and vomited beside his seat..dots..later,both of them went away and marvin came to my house and we peng already..after that,i woke up and went to eat lunch where marvin dun wanna go cause he say he cannot move already where he also vomited in my toilet several times..having a little difficulty eating my luch properly caused the headaches are quite sever..after that,went home and busted out in the gym doin dumb bells and went down the swimming pool which is very cold to cool away my headaches which worked out quite well..upon reaching home..marvin was still sleepin caused the drink i mixed too kick already..even as a heavy drinker,i also think that it is very kick..4 of us all are heavy drinkers and yet..we still can have headaches whereas i seldom have when drinking liquor..this means that the drink is labelled as" hardcore".yeah,later in the evening,quite happy because of sumting and peace out homies.

gang debate,yan fang come to netball friendly

2005-08-05T22:39:00.000+08:00

Went to school with hidayat again and i thought today was gonna be a bromidic and prosaic day. i went on with school going through the synonymous routines of teaching and practises on anthologized subjects. During recess, sumting finally happened in the conflict between the sec 2 boi and marvin..hidayat was informed about this matter and went to the gangsters table strolling slowly while glaring at the bois thus bombasting his authority. after that,the sec 2s reacted and rejected with defiance. a group was called to settle while we all rallied behind hidayat giving him support. a tough expostulation occured as the boi did not give hidayat respect while prefects just stood aside watching the obdurate quarrel.finally, the matter was resolved where the sec 2 boi and marvin exchanged handshakes. fortunately, the matter was resolved peacefully without a fight of 1 on 1 where the boi did not aggravate hidayat if not,hidayat's gonna bring hell to the boi...after that,everything goes on wontedly per normal. after school, i went down and slacked hence eating some food while watching kl flirting with his co peers..whereas marvin's mood was back and kept on talking about gals..upon reaching the library for mrs choo self-studying, i copied serene maths worksheet and did some work..but fatigue started crawling up my mind as i petered out and slept..after self-study session,went to see ma cousin netball match against cckss where yusoffians were thrashed 4-16 points hearing from yf. during the match, i was asked to accompany hidayat and fazlie where they started relieving their urge from cigarettes after taking an indonesian brand cigarette which is low-quality and longer then the normal one..later,went to mama shop and saw fadli and friends who asked me to break with them. dots, displayed a variety of hard-breaking moves where fadli did a 1 round plus half flare and banana plus hop..his whatever friend then did a tag team tombstone which deserves a standing ovation. after that, i bid farewell and promised to break with them next time where i brought yf home in a taxi. the frustation came when the taxi driver was old and probably, an amateur as the way he drives and the roads he know were limited..kept on querying on me the way we should go and in the end, he went the wrong way and wasted my money..dots..yeah,busted out in the gym after private tuition at home..peace out homies.

hidayat come to my house with his friend

2005-08-03T18:30:00.000+08:00

Today was boring and saddening, it started off in bed with my perfervid imaginations which cause me to lose sleep throughout the night wondering about various things. As school starts, i saw the same hoi polloi around, as i got ready for physical education during maths lesson, these few days of maths lessons had been hectic, for mr yuen seemed to strike me questions like never before where my sedition habits are stopped. this further disconsolate me as i thought of the insults my father said to me after parents teacher meeting when my results is a blasphemy and disgrace to my family. Pe starts with the tintinnabulation of cymbal rhythms ,however, i'mma still feeling languid throughout.we played soccer and kl was said to be" john terry" by hidayat,after dejecting a ball from the goal post whereas hafiz said me playing soccer like rugby. after pe,hadi and i went to the pull-up bar and we each did repetitions of 10 pull up where many people were seeing..call it bodybuilding,but to others,it may seem like contemptuous and ostentatious. after physics, recess came where hadi,kali and i went to the desolated pull up bar behind the dance room to pull again.after this tremendous work outs, i felt pain as if its eating into my body, probably because i had not rest since yesterday where i busted out at the gym playing with weights. after school, skipped maths remedial because of slothfulness. upon, reaching the school gate, saw somebody flirting and there goes my mood again..went out with my friends to a block and watched them smoke so that later they would be accompanying me taking a bus.the boredom started killing in me as my thoughts started wandering..thought of some past actions and i felt a sense of irascibility and dysphoria which cause me to borrow the cigarette and take a few puffs..had not smoked a long time since that time when i smoked a cigar given by my cousin.the taste is weird,but never stronger than the cigar..as the thoughts burn inside me,i sucked harder and have this undescribed feeling.later..hidayat came to my house with his friend..went to busted out in the gym again and swim..can't play tennis cause the court is booked already where we sat beside the pool and have this confabulation about various things where he said that just now during soccer,i ran so fast that he is afraid of me..dots..he's faster than me that he still said that..so,we talked from relationships to muscles to studies..after that,check out the com and thats all.peace out homies.

dance practice and wing's house

2005-07-30T23:25:00.000+08:00

I woke up with a saturnine spirit as the sun shone against my face when my bro switched on the com and started playing his games. this further infuriates me when he turned the fan to his direction, leaving me hot and stuffy when he did not even offer to switch on the air-conditioner. After minutes of decalescent, i got off and went to freshen up as i thought of today's schedule and started to have a little firsson. today's dance practice is gonna be labile as i thought of the new dance moves i visualised. upon reaching the hall, the air was cold, probably derelict which gives me a feeling of acheronian and bereft..there was also this melancholy as the wind blows through the desolated hall. i glanced at the time and made some calls which enticed some members to come as i listened to "trapped in the closet" by R kelly, a new song which has this dolorous melody.they reached and we started practising, following with the beats which ended up as a dismaying mix of extempore ramblings and calculated farce. Damn, there was this vast majority of untoward behaviors showed by the people, even hj, the happy-go-lucky guy was indolent and in a state of sombre. i asked what had happened, but he just abnegate my queries with a "nothing" and this word cause me to wonder what went wrong as further of the day, his face has this pallor. After sometime, i went to wing house to chill after knowing some infernal affairs in my class and so, talked bout lotta things where he told me hadi told him malay gals tend to be recreant. i pondered upon that and still, i think everyone's the same but basically he's a chinese, so its better to go for a chinese. just thinking deeply, personality is like a blank slate, pliant and ripe for conditioning, so it depends on how it is tuned, so it turns out what its tuned to be, just like a tuned guitar, the sound it makes depends on how you tune it. Recently, my classmates have been telling me things that i dun know or did not realised or somehow, i was trying to eschew. had been thinking of my past inamorata that now, i'mma waiting for someone to incipient as my perspicacity tells me i shoudn't go for the past inamorata.peace out.

lonely and first night class-geography

2005-07-29T23:16:00.000+08:00

The alarm clock has merciless nature which does not give a damn on whether i wanna enjoy longer in my sleep, it just rang and excite my nerves near the ear drums..basket, what a sore day its gonna be..school in the morning was routinely complement with excessive teaching and lecturing by the teachers..i lie down as i masticate the sweets that had been keeping me awake for the past few minutes..as reading period comes, this tinge of sequence producing euphonious came into me as my instincts told me that this period would lift my mood for the better. During geography lesson, there was this scintilla of doubt, hints of equivocation, that the things mr tan taught as i try not to cloy in too much knowledge without understanding. After school hours, i sat in the canteen and listen to my mp3 with wing and i was in fine fettle while glancing through looking at the students as i saw this group of students with a refulgent glow, however, i can never afford to understand what's on their mind whereas later i would be surely be intransigent during mrs choo self-study period. My grace is still intact, extant, however, i did something foolish and crazy which cause me to have this stream of obloquy when i reflected upon myself. As i went home upon knowing that today cai has sumting cropped up in his schedule..we would not be able to see the movie "red candy" which means there would be geography elective night classes for me. just heard from rumors and gossip that hj has a crush on audris, but whether its factual, i'm unsure..but, after 20 laps across the swimming pool after reaching home made me felt Panglossian..for i dun know why..when eating long john in lot 1, marvin came up with a topic and asked me why there are so many student couples now whereas we(me,kl,him) can't even find one. i brainstorm a little and came up with this little theory, its either we are not ready to have a relationship, or vice versa, or maybe we are are not worthy of the other party,or vice versa too.yep, this theory is just a malapropos statement so dun take offence to it. peace out.

recover from sickness and breakdance today

2005-07-27T20:37:00.000+08:00

Likewise, the fugacious nature of flu has come and go again, as i start to recover from my sickness after visiting the nearby doc for some medication or probably, sort of aspirins to ease my body from the uneasiness my nose and throat felt. however, the sudden headaches came again, leaving me asleep in mr yuen remediation class and i was elated, for he understand the condition i am facing, and didn't bother prompt me awake as he continues to teach the class with seriousness. after the tormenting school hours, i realised i did not brought my medication along and didn't offer to be present at the pop parade rehearsal, this, in fact is nothing for the past giving ups of the staff position and courses i had been offered. so, i proceeded to breakdance after yuen class. it was whimsical, fey and kl, i were in fact daringly experimental as we bears the hope of learning backfilps. however, this was met with disgraceness and clown-like actions whereas the concept of flipping are so hard to parse. upon reaching the evening. we packed up and went home but the best has yet to come. i went swimming down the estate immediately after reaching home and attack the pool with 20 laps of breast-stroke. it was sort of uneasy for me as the both ends of the pool has different temperatures. just thought that it was time for me to rest. peace out homies.